Phantasm Galore

Underlings!

2010-05-02T01:12:00.002+08:00

Never knew that time slipped so fast. It was months ago since I updated my blog. Today I just don't know why I have the urge to express all my feelings in my blog. Maybe because Facebook hasn't got enough space for me to do so that I ended up here?

At times I envy those sweet couples who have everything in their lives. A smooth relationship, memorable love life and many more sweetest thing a couple would have lust for. Why is there always a 3rd party interfering with our relationship. Both of my friends have this problem and their love life went upside down due to that. I'm no exception to this stigmatic irony. Why do this people exist anyways? Is it so nice or challenging to snatch someone's sweet memories, someone's sacrifice and someone's genuine love? It is such a torment for us to maintain our relationship just to avoid the person we love falling into YOUR hands. Our slightest mistake may cost our love life to vanish in an instant, with everything that we hold dear to slipping through our grasp. Some people who have a very smooth relationship may not feel what we underwent, but trust me, the feeling is beyond tolerable. Protecting the one you love is forever a vow, but how long can you protect when all your strength are drained just to prevent this from happening? We too are humans with finite strength and life.

It's never easy to let go of someone you love, especially when you know they are blinded by these people. I'm not saying that your partner is useless because he or she is not loyal. But think about it, when love comes into mind, any mortal would be blinded and being misled. Some people may think that it's fine as long they are happy with that other person. But what if that person treated the one you love far from worst than the way you treated him/her? Remorseful? It's all too late and you will carry that guilt for the rest of your life. It's an irony to see that the one we loved being illy treated all because you willingly let him/her go. Is this what we call fear? Fear of losing the one we love? But if that person treated him/her much better than you do, of course we will be relieved knowing that it's for their sake. But have we ever appreciated or valued something which we took forcefully? Just think about it and be honest with yourselves, have we ever appreciated anything in our life that is not derived from our own hard work and determination? For instance our family? So how'd you expect that person willingly sacrifice for him/her which that person took for granted? We understand him/her more than they do because we started off from scratch, from normal individuals into loving couples. So who else could truly understand our partners? Even our parents wouldn't understand, but could only understand us, their child, because they sacrificed for us.

About an hour ago I read an article posted by someone in Facebook. The story began with a family of 3 on the urge of falling apart. The husband no longer loves his wife anymore and decided to have a divorce for another girl. Before the divorce, the wife wrote a divorce condition saying that the husband can only divorce after a month and needing him to do certain weird things during that one month. The wife wanted her husband to carry her out from their bedroom in the morning everyday for that one month. It sounded like a joke, but it really made her husband come to his senses. Everyday the husband carried her out and their son clapped happily thinking that his parents are very sweet. This made him guilty for wanting a divorce. But the guiltiest part of all is when he carries his wife. The husband felt that she became lighter and lighter each day, and only began to know that she lost a lot of weight. With every carry, the husband felt the intimacy growing stronger and stronger each day, but at the very last day, the wife passed away when the husband decided not to divorce anymore. It was all too late! But why the wife wanted him to carry? It's because it was the sweetest memory that the husband ever gave to her, carrying her into the bridal and also carrying her into his house when they first got married.

Sometimes our words cannot portray our love but only our actions could. It's because of the memories that we give and get, the sacrifices that we made for one another and the love to each other that enables a couple to last to their last breath. Those who never went through all of this will never truly understand what love is, and even more they don't have the rights to snatch other people's happiness! People may think that the things that I wrote here are absurd due to my young age, but please ask yourself, have you ever stepped into OUR shoes, the shoes of someone who is about to lose their love ones to another person? Only after you've asked yourselves that rhetorical question then judge the maturity of my thoughts. I can assure you, you'll be shocked.....

What my friends said is true, maybe it was true all along that these people are nothing but mere underlings who could not get what they wanted but to use snatch as their last resort. And the worst part is that they snatch not for the greater good, but to ruin other people's happiness forged from endless tears and unflinching loyalty just to reach it - Love.

-Over and Out-

(..............................)

I'm So Sorry Honey =(

2010-02-26T02:50:00.000+08:00

Last night was quite a tough day for me. I'm so sorry for hurting you honey, I really am sorry. Sigh... Maybe I was careless enough to say something out like that, but I seriously didn't mean to say it out. I just feel as though I was overwhelmed by disappointment until I couldn't control what I was uttering. And because of that I accidentally hurt my honey so deeply.

It was when I was on my way fetching my mum, I received a call from her saying what happened to me because I was disappointed at that time. I'll cut the story because it's our personal issue. Then all of a sudden I was bombarding all my feelings, piercing her heart deep enough until she hung up my phone without saying a single word. I was so shocked and could not believe what I just said to her. I kept calling her because I was so worried that I overdid it but she never want to answer my calls. I was so tense, worried and sad until I sped the whole journey back home just to send my mother back. My mother scolded me for speeding up to 120 km/h without even me noticing it. I wasn't aware that I was actually speeding so fast. I even jumped the red lights, two traffic lights to be exact.

After sending my mum back, I rushed to her house hoping that I could directly apologize to her. I still remembered that was about 11.45p.m when I reached her house. I called her and express my apologies to her. Bursting with tears and fear, I explained the whole situation and plead for her forgiveness over and over again. We have been for almost a year and a half, and this is the very first time I've hurt her so deeply.

Thank God she finally forgave me. I don't know how many thanks should I give to my honey because I never met anyone so willingly forgive another person when he or she is badly hurt. Honey, thanks so much for giving me another chance! I know you've been very patient with me all these while, hubby really appreciate it! ^.^

I couldn't really sleep because I am still a little traumatized after last night's incident. That will be my first, and also my very last nightmare. I'm glad that it's all over. I dare not imagine what will happen to me if my honey were to not forgive me for what I've said and done. Thank God *Pray*

♥ A message to my honey ♥ : There are many things in my life that I want to change for you, but sometimes these changes are too heavy for me to carry alone. So I hope that you could bear the pain and bitterness with me, give me your unconditional love and tender care for me to be your perfect hubby in life =)

I Love You ViVi!

-Over and Out-

Lonely Trip~

2010-01-25T22:42:00.003+08:00

Gosh, look at the date of my last post and compare it with the one I posted now! I've been slacking badly nowadays, maybe because busy with things so ended up neglecting my bloggy. Sorry pal *winks*

So today, I'm gonna blog about my trip to Penang and Kuala Lumpur. Not actually all though, it's just my 4th day out of the total 6 days of traveling. Since I'm in Coffee Bean at Genting now and have internet access, I might as well kill some time blogging. Well, this trip is kinda a sad one actually, although I manage to shop for my Chinese New Year attires, I still feel so sad inside because I miss someone very much. I literally felt so lonely inside, because all the shopping complexes that I visited, and even here at Coffee Bean, there're many sweet couples hanging out together. Sigh... I really hope that I could bring her along with me everywhere, then I'll never be alone. Sometimes when she is off for class or extra class, I'm all alone with no one accompanying me, not even in text messages or calls. It's sad indeed. I'm a person who lust for care and love, but not materials or money, so yeah, maybe I tend to have this kinda feelings when I'm all alone. But at least she's willing to spend the rest of her time with me when she's free. Thank you so much my Baby Vivi!

Alright, let's get on to business. My flight to Penang was at 8.55p.m last Friday. We reached Penang at around 11p.m then take a cab to the hotel. So basically 1 day is gone already xD Weird schedule, no? Saturday, we took a 1 hour bus journey to Queensbay Mall, Penang. It's the largest shopping mall in Penang I guess, and I bought most of my CNY shirts there as I would not have the time to buy them as I'm about to start work once I get back to Kuching. I bought around 4 new shirts and 2 short pants for CNY. Not sure what else to buy after I head down to KL tomorrow. Maybe a pair of snickers, jeans and some accessories and ohh yeah, Valentine's gift too. I've been searching the whole Genting for suitable ones, but unfortunately it's freaking expensive here. Awww, I really hope that I manage to buy a decent Valentine present just for her. I've been looking high and low for my baby's Cheongsam too, but it's quite expensive and I can't really afford it, sorry honey, I'll try my best to find for you k? =(

And for the good news, her parents gave me the green lights to bring her out for visiting during CNY! Gosh, it's like a dream come true because last year I missed that opportunity. I noticed that patience is really important in a relationship. I was very patient for the past 16 months of our relationship because there are many things that we could not do together. And finally, on the starting of our 1 year anniversary, we finally could do many things together like celebrating important events just like Christmas, New Year, Valentines, and Chinese New Year. At first I was so worried that our relationship would never be strong because we could not do many things together. So yeah, our patience and hardwork finally paid off! Thanks honey for spending those hard moments together! *hugs*

Basically almost everytime I come to Genting, I'll spend most of my time at Coffee Bean or Starbucks going online. The theme park is kinda too 'young' for me and shopping here will end up a rapture in my wallet, so I would prefer to spend my time doing something that I like most, that is going online and texting my baby! It's 11.03 now and she's asleep already. Guess what, when I was typing this post, there's a girl beside my table, playing Dragonica in a very laggy condition. I think she died lavalon-ing for about 3 times! LoL! She literally grab her hair when she died, and scolded Coffee Bean's connection. I could not stop laughing, but worried that she will stare at me xD Hahahah!

So I got 3 more days at KL till Home Sweet Home~ Will be back on Thursday evening. Honey, I hope that you can wait for me for this 3 days ok? I miss you very much and love you too ^.^ (I'm replying her text here xD) Take care~!

P/s : I would like to thank my honey again because she helped my to change my bloggy's skin. Was kinda fed up with the old one so she took the initiative to change it for me. 我爱你！*hugs * ^.^

-Over and Out-

(Lonely Kelvin)

Happy Days~

2009-11-21T01:35:00.005+08:00

Happy days are here! My final exam finally ended and I can indulge myself into some games and of course on my honey =) So far my final went well except for Engineering Physics, hope that I manage to pass *prays*

Last Saturday, 2 days before my final exam, my honey together with her friends and I went to spring to watch 2012 and at the same time celebrate Bella's birthday, Happy Belated Birthday Bella! It was the most memorable day of my life because the movie is nice, and I have a great time with her. I'll not write about the sweet part though, I bet the couples out there will understand what I'm saying here =P I was so sad when we gotta say bye to her, but..oh well, all good things must come to an end too anyways. She also bought a couple key-chain just for the two of us, it's a simple heart shape but full of meaning for the two of us. Thanks honey ^.^

Our couple key-chain from my honey <3

Then yesterday, we have a birthday celebration for Darrel at Mr. Ho's. It's a decent and fine dinner. The food there may seem expensive, but it tasted real good and worth the penny. So guys, go try it out~! Happy Birthday Darrel~!

Before I call it a day, I really like to thank my honey for supporting me and encouraging me during those stressful times during examination. She really stayed with me till the end, giving me support and even prayed for me so that I can excel in my examinations. Aww, I'm flattered by her deeds, I really do because I seldom been blessed by someone that much in my life (exclude family xD) and she's the first in my life to do all that for me. I still remembered she said ' Don't worry, baby will pray for you '. That really encourages me a lot especially during Engineering Physics exam. During that whole week, she's the one who accompanied me while I was studying. We sms-ed the whole day and talked when we are free, and that really dissipates my stress a lot! And today I receive a special recording from her. She sang a sweet love song for me. When I listened to it I was literally drowned by it! Her voice is just so sweet and the lyrics are meaningful! This is the 2nd time she recorded her effort for me, and I truly appreciate it! Thanks honey, dar really love you so much <3

My Vivian and my foster daughter Elene ^.^

P/s : Guys, sorry for being very mushy here, I'm just expressing myself xD

-Over and Out-
(Happy and Madly in Love Kelvin)

Indulgence

2009-10-30T01:35:00.004+08:00

I finally finished my assignments so I decided to do some blogging. I have confidence in them..haha! Good job Michael and Kelvin Chung on our English full report~ And yeah, Innovation and Change too, splendid job, especially for our presentation!

I'm basically a loner type, and I think teamwork SOMETIMES is quite hard for me to handle, but this time I really can feel the synergy between us~ Cool eh? Now I can relax, lay back a little and take five after a month+ of hard work. Well...not completely relax of course. I still got my final coming up in about 3 weeks I guess? Whoa that 1 will be hectic, especially for Engineering Physics *fingers crossed*

Before I go to sleep, I would like to thank my honey because she understands my condition during my busy times. She sacrificed her chatting and sms time with me so that I could focus on what I'm doing, and suggested that we would find each other during weekends or when we are really free. And well, I'm really glad that you understood me and willing to do so much for me. Thank you so much my honey! It's really hard to find a girl like you anymore, and I'm really lucky to have you by my side. She also gave me a quote which touched my heart, literally! Because normally it's me who is thinking about all those, but this time it's her saying that to me. "You will catch me every time when I'm falling..but..please allow me to fall into your heart ♥ " I was actually melting after seeing her saying this to me. *hugs*

My honey Vivian ^.^

Honey, I hope that you will read this post and know what I feel. I miss you so much during the times when I'm busy and that I couldn't sms you. I hope that you can be patient with my situation now. I just want you to know that I love you so much, and I'm grateful to have you in my life! And, you become much prettier and more mature after we last met each other~ hehe! *hugs*
I Love You Honey!

-Over and Out-
(Love Sick Kelvin =P)

Risking my life posting this x.x

2009-10-19T12:02:00.005+08:00

I'll be posting something funny, yet very true about females. I got it from my friend's email. Since i've got nothing to do now, I'll just post this for the sake of laughters. Enjoy~ =P

*Courtesy of Ling Sie How*

Lol~ so guys you gotta be very patient with your girl ok? I'm kinda used to it because I have a sister xD Hahahaha!

P/s: Girls, if you happen to read this post, don't kill me ok? XD

-Over and Out-
(Random Kelvin)

The truth of Men~

2009-10-12T01:13:00.004+08:00

It's already 1a.m and I still can't really get myself to sleep. Since I've got nothing to do and didn't want to bother with sms, I got on my facebook and read a tag by my friend Joey. He posted facts about guys and their behavior and almost 80% are true! Here's it :

1. Guys like their gadgets & bikes more than a girl. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about .

5. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

6. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

7. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

8. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

9. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”.

10. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

11. Guys love their moms.

12. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

13. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

14. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

15. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

16. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

17. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

18. Guys are very open about themselves.

19. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

20. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

21. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

22. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

23. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

24. Guys keep secrets that girls tell them.

25. Guys think too much.

26. Guys fantasies are unlimited.

27. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

28. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

29. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

30. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

31. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

32. Guys hate girls who overreact.

33. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

*Credits to Joey Chen*

P/s: So girls, you should know what to do with your man (if you have one) =P

-Over and Out-
(Nothing-to-say Kelvin)

My 18th birthday~

2009-08-26T23:43:00.006+08:00

To have all my close gangs and my honey to celebrate my 18th birthday for me, it's really a memory that will remain vivid in my memory. It's the first time that my close friends and my Vivi celebrate it for me. It was on last Sunday, 23/8/2009 that we went to the 'memories' cafe to have a small party. Well that actually isn't my exact birthday, it is my another close buddy whose girlfriend is my classmate. Mine falls a day later after him~

At first we decided to go the ' Secret Garden ' to celebrate, but unfortunately the chef was stationed in Kuching Festival so they don't serve western food. Me and my friend bought ice-cream for the sake of giving face to the owner before moving to ' Memories '. The best part is that my honey was there with me to celebrate my 18th birthday, and so does my other friends (extremely close ones). It's quite a long time since I celebrated my birthday with my friends. We ordered normal western food. Basically nothing much to describe, just that it's a very happy moment with me spending time with my honey because we seldom got the chance to be together. My friend bought two cakes for her boyfriend and me, cute one actually~ Nice pattern and quite rich in flavor too. I won't crap much here so I'll post the photos for ya'll to see.

Me and my baby Vivi ^.^ *hugs*

*=Two couples=*
(Siau Fui & Soo Hun, Kelvin & Vivian)

Lighting of the candles

So that's about the birthday part. My baby went back home at 9.30p.m then the few of us went to Kado to have a tea. We did some whacky stuff there and tagged the photos like 'escapees' from mental hospital, hahaha! Here are some of the photos~

~Random photos~

Unity xD

Shoes for Sale!

I went back home happily at around 11.30p.m. When I got back, I was shocked to see an original Quicksilver surf pants on my bed. It is a present from my sister. She went out whole day searching for that surf pants as I got a sudden addiction towards surf pants~ haha! My baby also gave me a signature pen with my name carved on it, so so sweet ^.^ Thanks my sister and my Baby Vivi~!!! Muacks!

The pen that my Baby Vian gave to me for my birthday
Allan D'Lious Signature Pen

Quicksilver Surf Pants from my sister

-Over and Out-
(Jovial Kelvin)

Tagged by Joanne Lim~

2009-08-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY..Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)

1.How old were you when you had your first relationship ?
= a year ago =.=

2. Are you taken/single?
= taken (not a nice word to use either)

3. Do you like anyone right now?
= Of course~ Vivi!

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
= Erm, once I guess, but it's ok already after we talked about it together~

5.Miss anyone right now?
= Yes, very!!

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
= My honey~

7.Last person to text you?
= My honey also =.=

8. Last person you saw?
= Sister/Father/Mother

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
= Take bath already or not?

10. Who is top in your top friends?there are top frens?
= Erm, does my gf can be categorized as top friends? xD

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
= Myself ~.~

12. Who do you love most?
= Vivian Ang!

13. Ever been in love?
= Can I skip this question? zzz

14. Who has hurt you the most?
= *Top Secret*

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
= Then lemme ask you this question, does tragedy NEVER happen in your life? =.=

16. Are you happy?
= Now? Not really, a little sad over something!

17. How many good friends do you have?
= N/A? XD

18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
= Nah~

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
= ................

20. Ever been cheated on?
= Yes, in DotA XD

21. Ever been told someone loved you?
= (Can we not discuss about this?)

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
= Duh~ If not I won't be in a relationship now.

23. Not meant it?
= Redundant~

24. What is your idea of true love?
= Sacrificing oneself just to see a smile on his/her face!

25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
= Nope~

26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
= Of course yes!

I tag:
Vivian Ang
Sharon Chong
Julia Peter
Gloria Law Enn Li
Whoever thinks he/she is free~

The Begining of The Finale =.=

2009-08-11T00:55:00.003+08:00

Finale...yeah right~ I don't know why I put that title. Anyways, a month have passed. I've enjoyed much of the holidays by traveling to China for 8 days and hanging out with friends. Now, the torment starts =.= Yesterday was the start of my 2nd semester. I was anxious at first because Japanese and Taiwan Youth Exchange students will be paying a visit to Swinburne and Swinburne's Leo Club will be taking charge of their stay there.

First thing's first, I drove to Swinburne and was literally shocked to see that the carpark is FULL! Even the parking lots for buses were occupied. FYI, Swinburne got numerous carparks for its' students. Even the multi-story carpark was fully occupied, gosh. Around 12p.m, all the YEs arrived and the briefing went smoothly. Luckily there's a translator for the Japanese xD

Okay, that's the happy part. Now, some onslaught. My first class was Engineering Physics. Not so bad actually, just that the lecturer has got high expectations from her students (according to my seniors). I think she'll be a fine lecturer with vast experience, but maybe her way of teaching doesn't sublimate to my system yet~ Just a short briefing, around an hour then we're off. Luckily I still got few of my first semester coursemates with me during this semester. So I wasn't lonely and at least there's a helping hand nearby. Engineering Physics ended an hour earlier as scheduled, so we ended up in the cafeteria having lunch. Then, worse case scenario =.= Next subject is Innovation and Change. Whoa, this 1 is a really a pain in the neck. A lot of rules to abide, and passing for this subject is as hard as passing Engineering Maths. The double criteria which needs us to pass both assignments and exams making it hard for students to even score a High Distinction(HD). AND the sad thing is that if we fail this subject, we can only retake this subject March, next year. And yea, we will be left behind for about, a year I think while others who passes 2nd semester can proceed to Degree. To make my life in this subject more ' interesting ', I have a extremely freakish, and gayish lecturer. They're 3 lecturers actually, 2 are just substitutes as the main lecturer is M.I.A. Okay, let me quote some 'kek-tiok' phrases that the gayish teacher said to the whole class:
1. ' I was born a lawyer, but sadly I became a lecturer so I can enforce Law in my lectures ' (So what?)
2. ' If you were to argue with me, I suggest you surrender to me and say you win or else you'll be in for one hell of a ride' (He's cocky =.=)
3. ' I'm a rather sneaky person, I will not tolerate with students who does not follow MY ETHICS. I will cut off their marks silently, so don't blame me if your marks are low ' (....)
4. ' You must change your mindset in this 2nd semester. I know your mindset is all about sex and girlfriends only ' (excuse me?)

That's for his bad part. Now for the good part. He is able to explain the word Innovation and Change using real life examples. And I ONLY admired him when he was explaining. He was saying that Innovators are for the devils while Change are for the saints. Innovators are just mimickers but if a person is able to Change, it means they have gone a step forward. Normally people won't change because they feel safe with their principles/the way of doing. We feel comfortable and safe in that sphere that's why we are not willing to change. But if we are able to break through that sphere and reach out, it means one have Changed. Thus we progress and not stagnate in life. 'Everyone Changes as time goes on, but not all can Innovate'. This sentence really struck my mind. He got a point there and I somehow believed it. That's why I admired his explanations, but not his cocky-ness =.=

So, that's about it. It's a bit stressful after going through all that. After I got home, I took a short nap and text my Vivi then I feel a bit more relieved. But I was still worried and little stressed because she was also stressed with her studies. Afraid that she couldn't revise finish, I though of many ways to help her but all seemed useless. Sigh...I really wish I could help her because seeing her sad and worried like that makes me feel the same also. I even stop text-ing her so that she got more time to focus on her revision but I think it's still not enough. God, please help her face this problem. I really don't wan her to feel this way, not anymore! I hope that she will feel better when she wakes up tomorrow. *fingers crossed*

A message to my Honey :
I know it's a stressful moment for you. I understand how you feel, but don't tire yourself and neglect your health. So please take care and have enough rest. I will be there for you if you need me, I promise ^.^ I love you!

-Over and Out-
(Stressed Kelvin)

9 hours and counting...

2009-07-28T13:30:00.001+08:00

Countdown? Haha, well it's basically my countdown to my China trip. 10.30p.m is my flight to K.L, then Wednesday morning I'll be flying to China. I didn't want to go on this trip actually, kinda tired and will miss my honey a lot cause it's a 8 days trip, with no texting or internet(maybe) to communicate with her. But well, my mother booked the ticket last year during the zero fare so I have to go. Bah~ What to do..And besides, my grandma is going, so me and my sis have to go also =__="

So here's my itinerary :-
Tuesday (28/7/2009) : 10.30p.m from Kuching > Kuala Lumpur.
Wednesday (29/7/2009) : 6.40a.m from Kuala Lumpur > China.
Thursday (6/8/2009) : 11a.m from China > Kuala Lumpur, 6p.m from Kuala Lumpur >Kuching

This will be one tiring trip, but I hope I will enjoy it because I won't have many holiday until next year January when my summer semester ends.

Before I put a full-stop to this post, I would like to wish my Vivi Happy 11th months anniversary. Although it's not the exact date, but I just wanna say it here because on the 4th of August I'm still at China, can't text or call her when I'm there. It's exactly another week also, so I guess there's no harm posting it here now. I Love You very much my honey! I will keep that promise that we made deep down in my heart. I will surely miss you very much when I'm away, gonna miss your voice, your sms-es and your chatters. Happy 11th months anniversary to my honey Vivi~! *hugs*

-Over and Out-
(Sad Kelvin)

Happy Birthday my ViVi <3

2009-07-24T17:55:00.003+08:00

The title says it all, it's my honey's birthday party. Well, not so much of a party, just a small one actually. We went to Pizza Hut at Boulevard to celebrate for her. This year, she decided to invite only her close friends to celebrate with her, namely Julia, me, Elene, Bella and Sze Siew. Before the event itself, I was busy preparing her presents, cake and surprise. Haha, yeah I was kinda busy that week, always going out surveying prices and finding nice present for her. Guess what, I got her a dessert bracelet, looks cute and it's in trend nowadays right? And her cake is made up of fondant American Chocolate. I'll upload the photo later for you guys to see.

Well, the party started at 6.30p.m on the 18th July 2009. Her birthday is on the 24th July actually, but we celebrate it earlier for her. I went there earlier to make some arrangement with the management to give her a surprise. The agreed to do according to my plan and managed to pull out a good one too. Alright, it's about 6.45p.m when they all came. I was sitting there waiting for them with Julia. I was kinda nervous to see her. What'd you expect, it's kinda long since I last met her ok? Haha, she really changed a lot, much thinner and prettier =P

Then I asked for the menu and started ordering. It took us 5 minutes to order a set of meal. Lol~ While waiting for the pizza to be served, we chit-chatted all along with Elene always being the joker that night. We took our time eating and having fun. Then, *drum rolls* the light and air-cond was turned off. Then a hymn of birthday song came from the kitchen. Other customers were curious on what was happening while I was there smiling with joy to see everything that I planned bear fruit. The surprise was a success! The birthday cake was extremely sweet though. while cutting the cake to be served, the girls went off taking going shopping as a reason, but they're actually buying a present for Vivian. They got her a monkey, well I mean a toy monkey of course. It's adorable, really adorable!

After paying the bill, we went shopping again, basically window shopping. I walked with her and talked a lot, but the sad thing is Boulevard is just so small, we took about 15 minutes to complete the whole boulevard and there's still much time left. So went round the same route just for fun xD I remember it was at Popular where ViVi's sister fetches her home. Whoa, I was at a shocked to see her sister right before my eyes (First time meeting her in person mah~). Then our group slowly began to disperse. Gosh, I can't get enough of that night being able to spend quality time with her. Although it was taxing for me, seeing the smile, laughter and happiness in her eyes, it's really worth it... Happy birthday my honey, I love you!

P/s : Today is her actual birthday, so I post this up today instead of last week.

The cake was a little hard to cut xD

Vivian, Elene and Sze Siew

My sweetest memory ^-^

I love her smile

Fondant American Cake that me and my sister bought for her

Present that I gave my Vivi - Dessert Bracelet

-Over and Out-
(Happy Kelvin)

Sacrifices - True Love

2009-06-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

When I was young, I could remember this phrase ' sacrifice for you all ' trailing in my head. My mother was the one who told me that sentence, and it somehow got stored inside my head up till now. Of course, I was naive that time to fully understand what it truely meant. But now, as time goes by, I finally understood how painful a sacrifice or sacrifices could be. Some say it is an act of love, and sometimes greatness for some scenarios. But the main point here isn't about the cause, but actually the heart and initiative to take that very step to sacrifice oneself just for the sake of a person, love ones and the community. I was touched when I watched a video during my Leo Forum, where a rural area family feeds on leftover bones from chicken rice shops in the city. The parents gave the tender, juicy part of the chicken to their children while they just rip off a bits and pieces of meats from the chicken. And also I've read another article where a boyfriend literally starve himself just to buy his girlfriend anything that she wants. But the question is, is it due to the love for someone, or just for the sake of glory that drives them to do so?

I've been pondering about it for the past 1 hour on my bed, thinking why people do crazy things just for their love ones. Of course, if that question is asked, I will answer as a sacrifice for love, unconditional love to be exact. What I'm trying to portray here is that if that sacrifice is not appreciated AT ALL, how would you feel? I've been in that situation before which I rather not mention here. I felt kinda sad actually, although it is out of willingness, but at the same time I was satisified with what I did, because I knew I did try to do something, rather than nothing. I know that if one willing to sacrifice, I'm sure there'll be no regrets right? The initiative to take that step requires a great amount of love, willingness and generousity in order to sacrifice. Try stepping into your parents' shoes a minute and think carefully what they've sacrifice for us. Are they happy or sad with it? Then reflect that sacrifice by your parents and tally it with your reaction with what they've sacrifice for you. I think you'll feel guilty for not appreciating it. This is because when one is willing to sacrifice something, he or she will surely be thinking about you, whether you will be happy, whether you will appreciate it or not. It's life nature actually, to sacrifice for the sake of love like the story I mentioned above.

A lot of people say that the satisfaction of sacrificing is when he or she appreciates it, and givea a big smile to you the moment you sacrifice something. All the pain will be gone instantly and it's like a new life again. You won't feel miserable and disappointed with what you sacrificed. I too have the feeling of satisfaction when she appreciates what I did for her. But sometimes I would rather sacrifice in silent, just because I don't want her to suffer what I've been suffering. Yes, the process is quite hurting, but I'm sure we sacrifice for a reason. And that reason somehow negates all the pain, making us think positively when doing the sacrifice. Children nowadays tend to forget the real meaning of sacrifice, especially by their parents, while very young couples tend to forget the weightage of a sacrifice as a key to maintain a successful relationship. This is 1 point that I seen in the younger generations today. Maybe to them, it's meaningless and need not put any attention to it, but if we truely absorb and give it a thought, you will feel guilty for not appreciating it, especially when he or she who sacrificed is no longer with us. ' What if I become just a memory to you, will you appreciate me more? ' This is a phrase that I figured out myself when I wasn't really myself due to emo-ness around a week ago. I will not explain on that issue, cause it's personal. But if you think about it carefully, it applies to us all. Deep down inside us, I'm sure we didn't appreciate our parents, love ones and friends wholly. So if they one day become just a memory to us, isn't it too late to appreciate it? The only way to love someone is to realize that one day he or she will be taken away from us, forever. I'll let you do the pondering.......

So guys, please appreciate every sacrifices made for you. Albeit just a small sacrifice, it actually takes up a person's courage and strength to make that sacrifice for you. You might not know that sacrifice that he or she made for you is draining their health off, and so it will be all too late to say a simple ' Thank You ' in the end.

P/s : May the King Of Pop, Michael Jackson rest in peace. You will be remembered, and your legacy will pass on to the future generations.

-Over and Out-
(Sad Kelvin)

My memories......

2009-06-15T05:25:00.000+08:00

Yeah you got that right, sweet memories! I just came back from 7th District 308-A2 Leo Forum, held at Santubong Resort from 6-8 July 2009 AND my ex-Leo Club, Leo Club of SMK Jalan Arang Anniversary Dinner. For the forum, my ex-school was in charge in Banquet Nite, and we really did an amazing job. It's quite shocked to see all the committees for both events work VERY hard. I remember I wasn't able to sleep for a day(slept for 10 minutes) because I was busy helping out for the Banquet Nite, coordinating the sequence of the programme and entertainment as I was appointed to take care of PA System. I drove up to Santubong with my 2 Sibu Youth Exchange friends and also a Miri Leo. Lolx! Luckily I helped out in the transportation up to Santubong too or else she will be stuck in the airport as she's the only one arriving the latest, far off late from the scheduled last bus to Santubong.

Well, things didn't go out well during the first day due to accomodation problems but it went well too. That night I wasn't able to sleep because my head is always busy thinking of the sequence of the programme, songs to play when International Director arrives and so on. So tchyeah, 10 minutes of sleep for me that night =X

So far I wasn't able to fully enjoy the 2nd day's activity because I called for a full rehearsal for the Banquet Night. I skipped the outdoor activities and seminar for rehearsal. Well, at least I get to know what's the highlight of that night in advance xD It was 5.30p.m when we did the final preparation for the night. At 6p.m I went back to my chalet and get changed into a formal attire and rush back to the venue to touch-up on the musical instruments, projector and laptops for the Banquet, making sure everything is working well. As time passes, more and more people filled up the ballroom with their best attires. Whoa, some girls actually put on make-ups as thick as cement! Scareee~ >.<
The programme went smoothly and in order. I went up on stage to do the Roll Call and I actually missed 1 of the Zone Chairperson, arghhh! Sorry Lion Eric! Luckily he didn't mind about it (>.<) So far everything is fine with the Banquet, and my ex-leo club got 4 awards this year! Congratulations to Leo Club of SMK Jalan Arang! I'm actually quite proud of them, seeing that my juniors did very well and even surpassed us seniors, it's like our hard work moulding them paid off. So yeah, when they receive their awards I cried a little. A LITTLE okayy, not so obvious! Lolx! The nite when to a close with footloose. Finally I was able to get a good sleep. If i'm not mistaken, I went back to my chalet, took off my coat and sleep straight away. I was DRAINED lahh!

The last day was quite a sad one actually. All of the Arang Leos went to the pool to have a swim and fun. And I was sitting down under a shade with my faculty advisor. I told her " This will be my last time seeing them having fun together, I will miss this part. " It's not like I'm going to die or what lah, but I will be leaving my ex-school's leo club as my membership expires this July. Although I can go back to attend their activities as a past president, but I don't think the feeling is there anymore. And now I'm going to focus on Swinburne's Leo Club instead, so I was quite sad to be departing from them. Sigh... I drove down from santubong about 1p.m and went out with my Youth Exchange friends, accompanying them till 7p.m as their flight is at 9p.m. Here are some photos during the forum. I wasn't able to take most of the photos as I was quite busy.

Me and Voon Chin

Me and Dixon Fong

Me on stage facing 525 people

===================================================================

That's about the forum, and now to the Anniversary dinner. It was held at Sarawak Club on the 11th June 2009. All the past presidents went for that anniversary dinner, and I mean all 6 of them. Cool eh? Nothing much to talk about that dinner as it's basically eating and entertainment only. So i'll let the photos do the talking for me cause I'm sure ya'll are bored of me yapping in this whole post.

Me and Aaron

Me representing Leo Club of Swinburne

The senior Leos

All the 6 Presidents with our beloved faculty advisor

Me and Jodi, my ex-classmate

Me and Zi Sing

Sigh...I'm going to miss them alot. All of these will etch to form memories that I will cherish it for the rest of my life. My commitment for the past 5 and a half years alongside with you all will surely be a memorable one. Thank you all of you! I love you guys! It's time to move on......

P/s : I wanna take this opportunity to congratulate my honey because she has been promoted to a higher rank in her Persatuan Pandu Puteri too. *hugs* <3

That's all folks

-Cheerz-

(Sad Kelvin)

Unlucky Day(s)!

2009-05-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

Gosh, is it my luck or what? So many unlucky things happened to me in just 1 night. Well, not actually 1 night, it's 2 to be exact.

Alright, lemme head straight to the point. First, my telephone line got fried by lightning strikes yesterday. I put an 's' in front of strike is because my house wasn't struck by lightning at all, but somehow my telephone line got fried by it. I remembered it was in the afternoon when me and my friend went for a haircut and the rain started pouring, followed by the rumbling of thunders. When I got home, the main telephone line got fried and couldn't even be used to call. There goes my internet too. Another unlucky yet funny incident happened at the same time. Guess what, my TV got fried too, making me unable to play my ps2. Although I got an extra TV downstairs, it's quite a burden to bring it up to my room again though. Just now I said it's funny because ONLY my TV got fried, but not the others. I got woofers, modems and laptop adapters in that power source but ONLY my TV got fried. And the funniest thing is that the TV is made from CHINA! Even my woofers which is connected to the same socket as the TV wasn't affected at all, still working well, funny eh? So guys, beware of TV appliances made from CHINA xD

Then today, after I got back from Swinburne, I was happy to see that my line was fixed already. But that's not the end of it. My Sony VAIO laptop, just bought about half a year ago, ended up haywired. My laptop wasn't able to startup because one of the boot files went missing all of a sudden. I did troubleshooting but it was to no avail either. Tomorrow I'm bringing it for repair, hope that my files in it don't get reformatted. I haven't backup my important files into my handy drive yet, and the worse part is I have 2 more assignments to be completed within 3 weeks time, gosh this is just so not my day~~! Hope my files are not reformatted, or else I'll be K.O-ed! I have to use my 5 years old old laptop again, imagine how much different it is from my VAIO laptop (>.<)" And now I have problem connecting to the internet because the connection is not stable. Sigh...The least thing I should be happy about is that I'm still able to play dota(very laggy when using my old laptop) with my friends and chat with her online ^.^

Oh well, hope that today all of this will end quickly and painless. Pray that my laptop will be recovered as soon as possible *fingers crossed*

P/s: I would also like to thank my honey because I was so fired up just now that I literally banged the table due to angriness. But she was there to calm me down and accompanied me through the angry moments PATIENTLY. With her patience and care, I manage to came back to my senses and became normal again. Thank you honey! *hugs*

-Over and Out-
(Speechless Kelvin)

Freed from the onslaught!

2009-05-25T04:30:00.000+08:00

Lol, why onsluaght? Well, I call exams as onslaughts because the examinations really kill, and the worse part is the exams are set at odd times, 3 exams are all at night! If you guys read my previous post I'm sure you'll get what I meant. Anyways, the exams are over, left the finals in another 3 weeks or so. But well, at least I can rejoice and break a leg, it's been quite hectic and stressful for the past 3 weeks, no joking. Whenever I took five, i'll always think about the upcoming exams, whether I finished covering up the topics or not, yada yada yada - Exam Fever ~.~

Since it's all over already, I'm gonna indulge myself into some games and outings. Well, tchyeah, I've got planning in the afternoon already, fast eh? Lolx! Gonna hang out with besties for a movie and have a long chit-chat in a cafe I guess.

Gosh! Look at the time, I must get ready now. I will update my blog once I got the time and idea. Catch ya'll later~

-Over and Out-
(Relieved Kelvin)

Emotion v.s Reality

2009-05-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

What the freak, I really don't know what's happening to me. Is it because of stress? Or because of certain unexplainable feeling developing deep in me. I myself too am not sure what is the cause. I hate being clouded with the feeling of hatred, jealousy and despair. And it got worse if it's all mixed up into 1 that cause me to have an emotional breakdown. I tend to be so emotionless, and destructive. Little things that made me unhappy will cause me to be engulfed in flames, while unpleasant memories or encounters will make me feel dejected. Maybe I'm overeacting or so, but all of these feelings are spontaneous, without prior notice I'm already begining to feel emotional. Words that came out from my mouth didn't go through my brain at all, and therefore my harsh attitude hurt the people that I cared so much. And the sad thing is my old method of not getting emotional is by sleeping. And it didn't work! Gosh!

How nice if we are able to erase our memories and turn over a new leaf? Start all over again from scratch, forgetting the past and fully utilize the future to be a fruitful one. Sometimes I really wished that those nuisance can really get out of my life because almost all the problems and miseries that happen in my life is due to them. It's quite ironic actually to let 'them' take control of your whole instead of your self-consciousness. I seriously felt so down until I feel like rendering on all the pain and sadness. Futhermore saturday is the day that I supposed to be enjoying it with her, but sadly to say I've accidentally hurt her. I always try to avoid chatting with my cherished ones as to not hurt their feelings, but it seems that avoiding too can be torturing as well. Sigh...Luckily she understood what I was going through and instead of being disappointed with me, she gave me air so that I could breathe again. *hugs* <3

So, to those who helped me to pull myself back together again, especially my honey, my 2 foster sisters and Chee Ling (ex-classmate), thank you for being there with me. I know my words seems to be a little harsh while chatting with you guys, I seriously didn't mean it at all. Oh well, just hope that history won't repeat itself tomorrow when I open my eyes. *fingers crossed*

-Over and Out-
(Emotional Kelvin)

Study-Mode Activitated

2009-05-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

Lolx, I know the title of this post sounds weird, but this month I will be activating my 'study mode' (doesn't sound like me eh?) This month, Swinburne will be bombarding 5 exams, which are Engineering Maths Quiz, Engineering Maths Test, Physics Test, Information Technology Test and General Maths Test. (Note : Yeap, There's 2 papers for Engineering maths, the quiz and test.) Besides that, we also have 2 assignments to be done, an English Arguementative Essay and Information Technology Web Designing assignment.

Engineering Maths itself is one hell of a killer. The lecturer always 'solo-laugh' (quoted from my coursemate Boon Han) while teaching, leaving us students completely blank with whatever he was teaching. AND, his voice is miserably soft, I think the mice could win him (metaphors). I'm using soft is because his voice is SOFT, not LOW! Meaning he talks like a girl's pitch although he has a sound of a man -.- So thcyeah, I'm proud to say that my Engineering Maths will be a total disaster this time *polishes coffin* x.x

Physics and General Maths test ain't that bad, so far i'm able to keep up with the pace. Just hope that I don't get into those frequent careless mistakes that I always did in the previous exams. But lucky for us, IT test is basically testing one's adaptation in using Microsoft Words and Excel. Not much of hassle there too. But guess what, all of these exams are cramped into 2 miserable weeks. And we have to go back to Swinburne in the afternoon and night just to sit for those exams. *sigh*

Assignments can really wore you down. Luckily for Foundation in Engineering and Science students, we only got 2 assignments. I heard from my friend who is taking up Foundation in Designing got 4 assignments, but with less exams of course. I have to hand in an argumentative essay in 2 weeks time from now and another 6-page web designing assigment next month. And mark my words, these assignments are not peanuts, it may sound easy but it's actually tougher than it looks. The arguementative itself requires you to do research to collect evidences and proofs to complement your arguements in the essay while not plagiarizing. The 6 page web-design requires us to create a website for a bakery to promote their confactioneries online. Tough eh? Welcome to university life (>.<)"

I gotta strive to achieve a Distinction or a High Distinction if possible. Don't wanna waste money on re-sitting or re-taking the subject again. God bless me~ *fingers crossed*

I'll sidetrack a little here. This coming Saturday Swinburne will be having a ball called the SwinNight, I thought of bringing her as my date that night, but too bad the tickets got sold off in an instant. I remembered asking Joanne, my coursemate to book 2 tickets for me but she gave it to her *erHem* (clears throat) instead xD Sigh! Oh well~ Enjoy yourselves dude~!

P/s : I miss my honey very much =P

-Over and Out-
(Stressed Kelvin)

Tags! starts banging head on table

2009-05-06T11:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know I've done how many tags within this 2 months ~.~ Anyways, I was tagged by my other mei Gloria Law. Well..erm..here it goes (-.-)"

Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.

Why did you choose the photo?
- No Idea why? Maybe because she told me that this photo looks nice?

When was the last time you ate pizza?
- 2 weeks ago I guess?

The last song you've listened to?
- Halo by Beyonce

What are you doing besides answering this tag?
- Chatting

Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
- Panda Bear (*secret*). Boss, Tauke (Because of my looks last time, serious and old ~.~), F**ker (Because of my last name which ALMOST rhymes with it), Pingu (A nickname given by Fiona).

Tag 6 person, the following questions are related to them.
1)Fiona Ong a.k.a Tortoise
2)Joanne Lim
3)Jacqueleen Kho
4)Julia a.k.a Suku Mei
5)Jessie Chai
6)Lee Zi Sing

Who is number 1?
- My close friend and foster sister from Klang

No.3 has a relationship with?
- So far....I don't know?

Say something about number 5.
- She loves to hit people! Very aggressive XD

How about number 4?
- My extremely close foster sister in Kuching.

Who is number 2?
- My coursemate~

Say something to number 6.
- Yo? ~.~ (lame)

That's about it! Gotta continue my assignment.....Killing me~!!! XD

-Over and Out-
(Busy Kelvin)

Happy 8th month anniversary ^.^

2009-05-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

It's our 8th month together, a lot of things had happened between us. Some are painful while some are sweet. She looks prettier and prettier as time goes by and I'm glad to have her in my life. It's sad that we could barely meet each other, but my love for her wlll never change. To love someone requires a lot of sacrifice and trust and that is called unconditional love. I still remembered Mr.Yap (my physics teacher from secondary school) told me that true love is all about willing to give without wanting any repayment. I believe this is what all the couples do in order to enrich their relationship with someone they love.

To be frank, I sometimes too am selfish myself, but when I recall, I've sacrificed quite a lot for her, some are obvious and some are not. All of these sacrifices are spontaneous, and I never regretted for doing so. At 12a.m. just now I sms-ed her to wish her happy anniversary, and she replied to me that I've shown her the true meaning of love. I'm not trying to brag about it, but I really felt happy when she said that. Although she is still young, I still could clearly see that she is trying so hard to hold our relationship together. Thank you honey, and I love you very much! I'll cherish our relationship alongside with you forever! ^-^

-Over and Out-
(Madly-in-Love Kelvin) =P

Being expressive or Over-expressive?

2009-05-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

I received quite a lot of complains from my friends as for why I'm not updating my blog, Well, tee-hee, I'm lazy to update it. Don't know and don't ask why. Maybe my bones are getting heavier each day or i'm just worn down by lectures in Swinburne. Bah~ Let's head to the point.

Today (last night actually), I was a little bit down. Quite many unexpected things happened in just a few hours, some personal some general matters. And now I'm having insomnia, maybe because I sleep too much during daylight, causing me to be nocturnal -.-

I really wanted to say sorry to her because she has been very patient with me for the past 7 months. Well, to be frank with you guys, I'm quite a sensitive boy. Little things which is related to me will make me be doubtful and start thinking negatively and I REALLY hate this sick-attitude in me. I don't know why or where I developed this #$%^# attitude, but she has been very VERY patient with me. Maybe I just want her to be the perfect one, but sometimes being a perfectionst comes with disadvantages too eh? I always have a feeling of being unsecured, afraid that I will one day eventually lose her due to other reasons that I will not elaborate here. I'm not trying to say that I don't trust her, but sometimes it is hard for me to trust the 'trust' where there are many other reasons clouding it. But she never got angry or hate me about my so called 'sick-attitude'. She was always trying to clear my mind and clarify her statement(of course in a sweet way) so as to prevent me from being sensitive and negative. I know it's quite annoying and frustrating to bare with it. I never want to be like that, hope you understand, and I'm extremely sorry about it, I really do...I hope that it will not stop us from being together, because I really REALLY love you very much!! *hugs*

By the way, thanks to Fiona, I'm literally addicted to soft musics, especially the songs by Yiruma. Thanks for the songs tortoise (Fiona's nickname)!

P/s: To Aaron Lim who is going to KL to further his studies, bon voyage~! We will surely miss a DotA 'leg' (in chinese) like you. And sorry because last night I killed you too many times , 15 I think? xD All the best and do keep in touch~!

-Over and Out-
(Emotional Kelvin)

Weird tag~!

2009-04-20T04:50:00.000+08:00

tag tag tag!

Important things in your life
Family, Friends, Dota(XD), Internet, Handphone~

What is the last thing you buy with your own money
Waffle -.-?

Where is your dream place for your wedding?
On top of a cliff XD

How long is ur relationship with ur soulmate?
Can I not touch on this topic? XD

Are u in love?
Madly @.@

Where is the last restaurant you go for dinner
Scotland Restaurant

Last book you buy
Exercise book -.-

What is ur full name?
Kelvin Chong Foh Fatt

Who are u most comfortable with?mom or dad?
Mom

Name the person u want to meet most in ur life?
No idea?

do u wash ur clothes alone?
Sometimes~ Soaking it in the water counted washing right? XD

The place u want to go the most
Tokyo Japan~

kiss or hug?
Hugs, warm and comfy =)

word that always come out of ur mouth
I, you, we, they, he, she, it, *censored* Lolx~

8 books u have read
Harry Potter
Lord of The Rings
Text books
Exercise books (friends')
Reference Book
Encyclopedia
Book for Dummies
Recipe book?

8 songs u hear the most
My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson
Love Story by Taylor Swift
Right Round by Flo Rida
A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta
Nine In The Afternoon by Panic at The Disco
My Prayers by BoA
Poker Face by Lady Gaga
Fantasy Girl by Caprice

↓Taggetts↓
Vivian ^-^
Julia a.k.a Suku Mei
Joanne Lim

Exciting week?

2009-03-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

*drums rolling* (bah, lame~)
Anyways, this week barely got the time to do some blogging. The timetable for students taking foundation (especially in science/engineering) is very packed! And I mean VERY! Guess what, we have class the whole day, of course with breaks in between em'. But still, it's tiring and exhausting. For my case it's still alright, I pity my friends who had to stay till 9pm at campus for classes and lectures. Lolx, by the way I've enrolled into Swinburne University of Technology Sarawak Campus, currently taking Foundation in Science/Engineering. Class started on Monday, almost late due to the morning peak hours.

When I got there, everything seems foreign to me, gotta adapt to it eh? New life with a lot of changes in it, how interesting? Luckily I made the first move shooking hands with 1 of my Physics tuition-mate. Chai Boon Han, a studier to be exact, straight A's in his SPM. Well, we eventually stick close to each other during the rest of the days, except for 2 subjects which we were divided into different groups. Next, I met 3 non-local friends, from Brunei and Sibu, namely Kelvin (yes, another kelvin but with Chung as his surname), Joey and Lawrence. Those 3 are 1 hell of a joker, except Lawrence who is an introvert. Then, met a few girls, quite pretty (erHem~), Felicia (Met in physics tuition actually -.-), Samantha and Sonia.

Basically life at campus differs a lot than in secondary, you have more time to relax, got more freedom and a change in studying hours. In campus, we literally WAIT for the lecturer to enter the room while in secondary is vice versa. Even coming in late or leaving the class does not bother the lecturers too. It's pretty enjoying if we master time management because in Uni, we are heavily bombarded with assignments and tests. And the best part is in Swinburne we've got Air-Conditioner anywhere even in the toilets, except the canteen. LoL! A number of seniors there are my friends, even my eldest sis is studying there too. So, goodbye to secondary school life and Hellooo University life xD

Well, I will sidetrack a little bit here. I just had a call from Hue Han (My Youth Exchange friend) and he's in Kuching! Gosh, long time no see bro~ xD Gonna bring him out this weekend if possible with other of my YE friends. And also last night I was overwhelmed with shocked and happiness when Kiwi's friend send me the song that kiwi sang to me xD(recorded one of course) And well, I like it when people sings it for me and only to me and it's fine if it's out of tune or so xD Lolx! So I'm kinda happy last night, seriously...Haha! Plus this Sunday I'm going for a beach clean-up under my Leo club project, a time for me to relax in tranquility~

That's all for this post. Stay tuned to www.fantasy-kelvin.blogspot.com for more long essays without pictures (Lolx!)

PostScript (P/s) : Amy, Chiau Hung, Zi Sing and Jocelyn, find me A.S.A.P at msn if you read the part about bringing Hue Han out for a stroll. Tentatively at Saturday after lunch.

-Over and Out-

More tags again~~

2009-03-27T09:30:00.000+08:00

A Special tag. The rules are : Copy to your own note, erase my answers, and enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the folllowing questions. They have to be real, nothing made up! If the person before you had the same initial, you must use different answers You cannot use any word twice & you can't use your name for the boy/girl questions.

1. What is your name : Kelvin Chong
2. A four letter word : Kent
3. A boy's name : Kevin
4. A girl's name : Kelly
5. An occupation : Killer -.-
6. A colour : N/A
7. Something you wear : Kevlar?
8. Something you found in the bathroom : Knee scrub (Don't know this thing ever existed or not)
9. A place : Kensas
10. A reason for being late : Keys got locked in the car~ (this happens)
11. Something you shout : Kick your ass~!
12. A movie : KL Drift (sucks)
13. Something you drink : Kiwi juice xD
14. A musical group : Kiki Boys (lame)
15. An animal : Kingfisher
16. A street name : Kuching street -.-
17. A type of car : Kancil (=.= zzzzzz)
18. A song title : Kings
19. A verb: Kill

The person I tag :
= Vivian =)
= Julia a.k.a. suku mei
= Lee Zi Sing

Lonely Mood

2009-03-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

It was January when I published a new post. Why? For some reason, my bones are failing on me. Lolx, I'm actually lazy to update my blog. Even after much persuasion from my friends, I still am lazy. I guess lightning struck me today, suddenly got the mood to update my blog. Haha!

Anyways, today is also quite a special day for me, my 6th anniversary being together with her. But somehow felt lonely because I'm not able to spend it together with her. I'm at KL Genting Highlands spending my holidays with family. (Status : Online at starbucks cafe xD) Then when I see other couples spending their sweet time here, I feel kinda disappointed that she couldn't be with me. Heck, anyways I'm here drinking ' boring coffee ' (闷咖啡) , hoping that someday I could bring her with me to go travelling, or else I'll really be lonely.

Basically, I come to genting is to enjoy the cool air and spend time at cafe(s) to kill time while my parents enter the casino for a round or two of poker. AND, the best part is I was able to enter the casino last 2 years ago(16 years old, underage) undetected while my eldest sister can't!..Hmm, so this means i'm old? lolx! Bah, gambling is not my cup of tea, I went in there for the sake of drinking free drinks (lame). So this year when I come here, I purposely bring my lappy and online instead of going in there. The theme park is not as thrilling as the one I went at Taiwan, so, tchyeah I would rather spend time enjoying my time sitting idly in coffee houses.

But the main point of me writing this is to kill time, I guess. This is just the prelude, because it's my 1st day here. I still got 4 more days, 1 more day at Genting 3 more days at KL City. So i'll update more on my trip when I get hope, I hope~ And lastly, I can't wait for my friends to return from NS. Gotta line up some programmes for them upon their arrival, I bet they got homesick there, especially poor Jun Kiat who got posted to Negeri Sembilan to be a conscript of National Service xD

Happy 6th Anniversary ^.^
-Over and Out-

Tags! =.=

2009-01-07T06:50:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Gloria Law mei mei

Rules & Regulations:
Do not copy answers
Tag questions must be 100% same
Tag people before doing the tag

I tag:
1. Vivian
2. Sharon Chong
3. Fiona Ong a.k.a Momoko
4. Julia mei mei
5. Wui Siong
6. Andrew Goh (gay)
7. Lee Zi Sing
8. Elyssa Tan
9. Yew Ding

How do you know 1? (Vivian)
Secret? *zips* shhhh....

What would you do if you never meet 2? (Sharon)
She is my sister, for goodness sake -.-

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated? (Fiona and Julia)
Xena will crash to earth~~

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?(Wui Siong and Andrew)
Yes! But too bad Wui Siong is reserved already =.= I suggest Andrew be the bride though xD

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Lee Zi Sing)
Lolx? Yes? * P/s: Zi Sing don't kill me *

Tell me something about 9 (Yew Ding)
Sudoku freak -.-

What's 1's favourite past time? (Vivian)
Surfing the internet and blogging

What language does 2 speak? (Sharon)
Go and read her blog to find out -.-?

Who is 3 going out with? (Fiona)
Single? I guess...

How old is 4? (Julia)
14 this year.

When was the last time you talked to 5? (Wui Siong)
Yesterday, while playing DotA.

Who is 6's favourite singer? (Andrew)
Nickelback =.=?

Would you date 7? (Zi Sing)
I'm currently in a relationship =.=? If single, maybe lah xD

Is 8 single? (Elyssa)
Yep, I guess so..

What's 9's last name? (Yew Ding)
Ng, 黄, yellow? xD

Taiwan~! (Finale)

2008-12-31T16:10:00.000+08:00

So, this will be the last post about my Taiwan trip. Sorry about the delay because I went for a nap while uploading the photos and attended a appreciation dinner during the nigh. Most of the photos are with my friends, so this is not the COMPLETE one. I'll enclose more photos when I have them all with me. The last few days is more of a blend with mother earth. We went to glass house to have a hands-on experience on how glass are crafted into different shape and sizes statues. We also went to a theme park called 六福村, it resembles our Genting Highland, just more thrilling, that's all. Heck, I'm crapping again...The photos will portray my memories *zips*

An extremely large resevior, nice view, no?

Wild horse, made up of pure glass.

Taiwan's famous bridge, made up of glutinous rice

Blossom plant

Peak view at Taiwan's largest damp, 石门水库

Beautiful scenery and calm ambience

Taiwan's High Speed Rail station.
Amazing fact : The train can accelerate up to 300km/h in 9 seconds

Me and my foster father accepting momemto from DC Youth Exchange.
By the way, many people said that me and him look alike =.="

On they way back from KaoShiung to Kota Kinabalu!
I miss them very much, damn~! T_T

Gosh, I miss those times we all spent together during the trip. Although there are ups and downs, but still it was fun! Especially the time when we started the ' Yam Seng' thingy. Lolx, almost lost my breath. Those hugs and words, argh....couldn't forget it, especially when we were to seperate and go back to our own hometown at Kota Kinabalu. That kinda feeling RARELY come to me, but well, yeah it happened to me. It's amazing isn't it, being together for only 12 days can cultivate so much feelings to one another. Heh, life goes on~ In a nutshell, I miss you all, thank you for the company throughout the 12 days in Taiwan, it'd been a pleasure to be with you guys. Hope to see ya'll in next year's Leo Forum at Kuching. I will forever cherish those memories...I will...

-Cheerz-

Taiwan~! (Interlude)

2008-12-31T07:00:00.000+08:00

Ok, here is the reminiscence from the 5th to 8th day at Taiwan. This 4 days, all the formal programme was on. We visited 3 Mayors, and also went to a private senior high school to attend 2 days of lessons with them. It was really an awesome experience! We baked cakes, made sushi, done 3D-animation, built our own amphibious ship and cooked. I was in awe to see the students there are well moulded towards adulthood. And we even stood a chance to be a parliament member, attending a parliament meeting ourselves. The pictures below will explain everything~

The Chef (Middle) explaining the procedures to cook

Me receiving gifts from the District 300-G1 (Taiwan) Governor

Me and the Secretariat

Me sitting at the chairman's seat xD

Lolx! Me making a debating at the parliament meeting =.=

The school that I attended, 君毅 Senior High School

Chocolate Blueberry cake!

Muahaha! I made this, very yummy XD

Top view of the cake

Me and 1 of the gals who helped me with the cake xP

Very sweet girl!

3D animation class.

This is so damn cute. Lolx! It says no smoking (in chinese)

National Cheerleading Champion performing right before our eyes!

Christmas celebration

My very own amphibious transport, made from recycled goods

And it actually worked xD

My club president ( Lee Zi Sing ) presenting bannerette to the MiaoLi city mayor

That's about it for the 5th to 8th day. There're more photos coming in from my friends and I will re-edit it when I compiled it all. Next, the finale~

-Cheerz-

Taiwan~! (Prelude)

2008-12-31T05:15:00.000+08:00

I'm back from the 12 days youth exchange to Taiwan, tiring yet happy. Feel like it's my 2nd home there. The last day of the trip was extremely excruciating. The feeling was like, you're about to leave house and go for war. Sadness in the air xP Anyways, I'll be dividing this post into 3 parts, the Prelude, the Interlude and finally the Finale.

Overall, the trip was fun fun fun! No other words to replace it. Guess what, we even got interviewed life on TVB (Taiwan broadcasting station) when we visited the Mayor(s). 3 Mayors to be exact. 1 of the mayor even get my group leader to be his foster daughter. Touching eh? Tcyeah, food was glorious and scrumptious! The meals we had were like, at least 6-7 dishes PER MEAL! So, yeah I've gained a lot of weight. The lions there told us that ' If you go back without gaining any weight, that's mean we are torturing you ' =.=

Bah, I'll stop crapping and let the pictures do the talking x.x

The stablizer at Taiwan 101 to prevent it from falling

Tapei 101's mascot =.=

Breathtaking view from the 89th Floor at Taipei 101

Another view from the 89th floor. Ita, don't view this (she has fear of heights)

Me, Frederick, Hue Han and Yvonne

Group photo at Museum

Taipei 101! Muahaha!

I'm 'DECORATED' by Kendra and Chiau Hung =.=

Me and my hosting parents

Hello Kitty suite=.=

All Hello Kitty stuff in this resort (Uni-one)

Another Hello Kitty suite

Me and Esther

Me and Amy Wong

Me, Hue Han (AhSam), Frederick, Sze Yie

Me and District Chairperson for Youth Exchange ( Taiwan )

The 2 whacky group leader, Ester and Hue Han

Me and Yvonne

Me and Ita

Maple leaf

Maple tree

My hosting parents and brother

My room

Alrighhtttt, that's all for the prelude. The pictures here are the 1st 4 days of my 12 days trip. Didn't took much because my camera got problem =.= Gosh, how unlucky. Luckily I got my phone as my camera as Plan B, or else I'll come back with no vivid memories. Next stop, the interlude~

-Cheerz-

All about Taiwan

2008-12-28T11:45:00.000+08:00

Well, I have exactly 2 more days before I return to Kuching. When I reach Kuching I will be attending another party, lolx! I don't know if I can make it or not though, since my flight schedule is EXTREMLY packed =.=

7a.m. leaving KaoShiung (Taiwan) to Kota Kinabalu (Sabah) and taking another flight from Sabah at 2.40p.m. to Kuching. Then the party starts at 6p.m. Gosh, I'll be completely drained by then, I guess. Lolx!

Anyways, I'll talk about the trip when I get back. I kinda miss home, her and my friends. Too bad I wasn't in time to bid them farewell personally as they are about to leave for National Service. Most of them departed already. Just hope that my prayers will be heard. Guys, I'll miss you all, especially my DotA buddies xD

All the best...Back to you guys soon~

-Cheerz-

Every 'Hi' is followed with a 'Bye'....

2008-12-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

Yeap, you got it right, I'm going to Taiwan from the 17th - 29th December 2008. This trip is a yearly project organized by the Lions club from District 308-A2(Sabah, Sarawak and FT labuan) and District G1(Taiwan). Sadly to say that this year's Youth Exchange got postponed till that late and I gotta celebrate Christmas there. When I'm back on the 29th, most of my friends will be going overseas to further their studies. Some will be going to National Service too. Gosh, I will sure miss them as I'm not able to bid them farewell at all. Well, I guess I'll take this opportunity to say Sayonara to them here. Hahax! Hope to see you guys again when there's a chance. Maybe meeting up for Chinese New Year? Lolx!

All in all, do keep in touch my friends! See ya all around and take care. Bon Voyage to all who are leaving Kuching! Tatax~

Why do tags even existed =.=(.....)

2008-12-03T17:45:00.000+08:00

[01] Name: Kelvin Chong Foh Fatt
[02] Nickname: Watermelon, Apple, Lao ban(chinese), Pingu, Emo-king =.=
[03] Married: Excuse me -.-?
[04] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[05] Gender: Boy
[06] Age: 17
[07] High School: SMK Jalan Arang
[08] College: Yet to consider, will keep you updated xP
[09] Height: 160-162cm? Approximate value =.=
[10] Weight: 80-85kg..zz..
[11] Do you like yourself: Depends~
[12] Piercings: None.
[13] Right or left: right-handed?
[14] Are you a freak : Hell yes!
[15] Hair: Afro? Joking~ Ordinary hairstyle
[16] Skin: fair..
[17] Allergic: Dust, it irritates me a lot~!
[18] What are you doing now: doing stuuuuppiiiddd tag =.=
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Going to dreamland~
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Reading this tag and give myself a big laugh..
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents~
[22] Siblings (included you): 2
[23] Eldest: Sharon
[24] Youngest: Me~
[25] Love/hate your family: ........
[26] You found your another half: Yes..
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Stop crapping =.=
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: None of your concern -.-"
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1 time.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): ......(speechless)........
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): The sky is falling~~~
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Yes, and I'm damn guilty about it!
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Stop being a busy body =.='
[34] Ever argue with your other half: nope~
[35] You with your other half since: Do I have to repeat?
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I'm a guy so I'm not a Lesbo =.=!
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Do we need a reaon to love someone?
[38] You and your other half in which stage: =.=" <---let this answer my question!
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: What's with the woo-ing =.=?
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: I'm 17 zzzz
[41] Your first best friend: Define best friend for me then I'll tell you~~
[42] Your first enemy: No idea...
[43] The friend you love the most: All?
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): I still value my life =.=
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: *Ahem*
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Don't ask me to be gay =.=
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: bad attitude~
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: SMOKERS and DRUNKARDS!
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No~
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: My answer is at Question 41.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Be extra careful?
[52] If your friend betray you: So what =.=?
[53] If your friend woo your lover: It comes with a price =.=
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: I'm loyal =.=
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Read the my answer at the top =.=
[56] Are you a good student: Ask my teachers, duh~
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: To be frank, not always =.=
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: No =.=
[59] Always late to school/college: Yes, twice~
[60] Your class: Just finish SPM =.=
[61] You love your seniors: As a friend~~
[62] Senior who you love the most: Never notice it before~
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Depends~
[64] Excellent result classmate: May
[65] Laziest classmate: Me, I always sleep =.=
[66] Smart people: thinks smart? zzz
[67] Stupid people: thinks stupid? zzz
[68] Good looking people: Looks good? =.=
[69] Ugly people: Looks ugly? zzz
[70] Funny people: Are funny...
[71] Cute people: Looks cute =.=!!
[72] Bad people: Sucks~!
[73] Honest people: Honest =.=?
[74] Acting people: Hopeless~
[75] You are what kind of people: Is this testing our english or common sense -.-?

::..PREFER..::
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes~~
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs mean a lot xP
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller lar zzz
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous~
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: ...............
[81] Listener or talker: Listener~
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic, lolx!
[83] Good husband or Good Father: You wan me to be gay? =.=

::..FUTURE..::
[84] Age to get marry: 24++
[85] Numbers of kid(s): See how fertile first xP
[86] Career: Lawyer or Medical Labarotory Technology
[87] Salary: More than Warren Buffet earns xD
[88] Retirement age: 55~
[89] Properties value: Lots of lands and houses xP
[90] Wishes: Hope all my other wishes come true, hahax!

..::TAGS::..
Vivian Ang
Sharon Chong
Lee Zi Sing
Gloria Law
Andrew Goh

Warmth...

2008-11-24T05:30:00.000+08:00

Yes, the title of the post says 'Warmth'. Why? Well, it's actually about my life. If you guys had read my sister's blog about my shattered family background, I guess you all will understand what I meant here. I'll skip about my family background and getting straight to the point. During the whole week of SPM, 3 weeks to be exact, my very special someone has been companying me getting thru' the 3 weeks of hell. I define it as 'hell' because if you read my previous post, you'll know what I mean lolx!

Actually I never know it, until Friday when I went off to play game, which I'm not supposed to. She woke up and we started sms. When she asked what I was doing, so I told her that I was gaming. Whoa, then she started scolding me, forcing me to stop it within 30 minutes. Gosh, I felt so guilty that I quickly stopped the game. She told me that she prayed for me everyday, even suffered Insomnia because worried about my performance while sitting for my papers, and that is how I repay her, by wasting time gaming. Argh, that afternoon I felt so guilty until I didn't really eat, those words gave a colossal impact in my life, no joking. I lost my appetite that afternoon because those words keep popping in my confused mind. I kept thinking about all the suffering she had to go through, and having Insomnia is something not cool. But she had it almost the whole week when I was sitting for SPM. Besides my mother and sister which they themselves have their own worries, I can bet that not one friend will actually do those for me until like that. And, beads of tears started rolling down my cheek after reading that message she sent to me. Gosh, that warmth, is like giving water to a thirsty helpless man lost in the jungle!

Maybe for you guys out there may think I'm over reacting or I'm useless, but that is what I lack and thirst for all these while. For some of my friend, their family is so harmonious. My friends got hugs and kisses from their parents, go out with their family for holidays peacefully and happily, which is the exact inverse of my family. My parents still quarrel like cat chasing a mouse even DURING OUR HOLIDAY TRIPS. Maybe there are other people out there who have a more terrible life than me, but all I can say the lust for love and warmth is the same in all of us.

Besides that, I'll be sitting for my Chinese paper this coming Wednesday. And my Chinese is really at the borderline. If I manage to score an A, that'll be a miracle! Hahax! But, she never gave up on me. She even came out with the idea of sms-ing me in Chinese in hope to improve my Chinese for my upcoming exam. Although it's only 4 days left until my Chinese paper, she still never gave up but kept encouraging me. When there's error in my Chinese, she'll be there to correct it. Although that effort looks tiny or useless, but it actually helped me realize my mistakes in grammar which I think plays a major role for a form 5 essay.

Last night before I sleep, I typed an extremely long sms, to tell her how much I appreciate her presence in my life. I'll cherish her to the very end. Although my future is still shrouded in darkness, I hope that she'll be my resonating light and help me break free from this abyss. The hardship and pressure that she gone through because of me, it will be a vivid memory for me, forever, for eternity..
Thank you for stepping into my life, I love you very much~!

-Over and Out-
Cheers! 4 more days until SPM is over xP

Sleepless Night~

2008-11-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

I know this sounds weird, but have you ever seen someone waking up in the middle of the night(morning actually) and started blogging because of insomnia? I'm currently suffering from that problem. Why? I still don't really know...But what I know is when I woke up at 4.00am I have minor arm and leg muscle pains. Weird eh? Cholesterol level too high? Lolx! Frankly speaking, I've gained a lot of weight during the whole month of November since SPM started. Help anyone? =.="

Last week's SPM is deep down into the graves already~ 6 down, 5 more to go! Bye bye Bahasa Melayu! History is well, literally history too. I can burn Mathematics, Additional Mathematics and Moral exercises too xD Left Chemistry, Physics, Biology(=.=), Chinese and English for Science and Technology(EST) then I'm free from this onslaught~! Muahahaha!

Seeing others having so much fun with their holidays, it made me kinda envy them. Having to stuck in a 3 weeks exam with nothing but papers and tiredness is tormenting, no joking! No games, even if I do play is once in a fortnight, can't indulge myself into it actually, gosh! What's worse is that SPM candidates gotta sit for the exam for the whole freaking day. Yes you heard me, whole day, and that includes sitting for the exam during the afternoon. And I SO DO NOT agree with this because the hot weather during the afternoon will cause us to feel sleepy. PLUS, the subjects during the afternoons are as follows :
1) Bahasa Melayu paper 2 (One way ticket to dreamland)
2) History (Bummer)
3) Moral (Major Bummer)
4) Chemistry, Biology and Physics paper 3 (Still ok la)
5) EST paper 1 (Road to Independence!) xD
Sucks eh? Especially the first 3, which needs 100% alertness because we're actually writing a lot of stuff. If you count and compile the words, it's as thick as half a novel already =.= At least the forth and fifth ain't that bad, it's more to knowledge, creativity and free-thinking kinda topic.

I wonder whether you guys receive any SMS regarding the cons of examinations. In the SMS it says something very funny, but factual too. It says that for SPM students, we will be using up at least approximately 150 pieces of paper for the whole examination. And imagine how many tress would be cut to fulfill that requirement. And I'm talking about A SPM candidate. What about the whole conscript of Malaysia's SPM students. Logic? Talking about preserving and conserving environment, I wonder what's the use of it since we're cutting down many of mother earth's treasure? Besides that, examinations pose a greater treat to the well-being of candidates. It will cause mental depression, stress, anxiety and lastly death(not that bad la, I guess). Students tend to burn the midnight oil, neglecting their meals and sleep just to study in hope to pass their examinations. Yes, examination is an instrument to measure the quality of a student, but adversely it will detriment the health of us candidates. Try to ponder for a moment, when was the last time you go for exercise when your public examination is nigh? Very seldom right? And yet the government wants his future leaders to be well-shaped mentally and physically, so are they eating up their own words?

Even the marking methods are solely based on answer scheme, and not based on how relevant the answer is to the question. It's an irony actually as examinations are suppose to test the intellect of a student, and not confining their knowledge. Students should be given the freedom to answer the questions base on logical sense and relevency, and that's the way to measure the wisdom of a candidate. What's the use of examinations anyway if we're not allowed to let our ideas soar? Don't tell me that 2+1=3 is wrong whereas 1+2=3 is correct because it's stated in the answer scheme? Gosh! Do we want bookworms to reign our country in the near future? I'll let you guys think about that~

Hey, I just noticed that the things that I wrote here can be applied in one of my topic that came out during my English paper 1 essay writing. Hahax! But sadly I didn't answered that question. If I did wrote it, I don't know whether I'll be captured by the Internal Security Act(ISA) for insulting the Ministry of Education, lolx!

It's 5.30am already and I'm still up awake. I thought by blogging I can get myself to feel sleepy and sleep again. But I think it's still to no avail -.- Bah, anyways Andrew, I'll do your tag after SPM when I'm free. Now I still gotta fill my empty head with chemistry, biology and physics. ~.~' Lastly, to that special someone, I love and miss you very much ^-^!

-Over and Out-

Thank you dear ^^

2008-10-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Okay, I know I'm actually on a curfew and should not touch ANY laptop(s), but I really wan to share this with all my friend and to her. I really like this gift so much, cute, and meaningful as well. It's like my 2nd gift from a girl, first is my sister and second is from my dear.

1. A chocolate bar(very rare) and her hand-drawn card envelope. Haha, Cute or not? I love it xD

*Silver Queen Dark Chocolate and a lovely card*

I really like it so much. When I received it, I was laughing and smiling my head off at my school's bus stop. I bet the people around think I'm a mad boy xP I love it a lot dear, thanks so much! The messages that you wrote, and the effort of drawing me really touched my heart. And by the way, the chocolate tastes nice. Hehe~

2. Alright, the second present is from my beloved sister. She took the trouble to order it from UK. Take a look at it!

*Stainless steel tribal flame necklace*

For more information about this necklace, click here.

In a nutshell, this 2 presents are very valuable to me, I will forever cherish it in my heart. But the chocolate, how to cherish ho? It's in my stomach already. Haha! Seriously, I like the message she wrote, it really makes me a completely refreshed person. There is one time my mood isn't that good because of family issues, I go and read it and well, it's like a remedy for my moodiness. That's the truth! Especially got 1 sentence she wrote ' after you eat this chocolate you will be more clever, and not become watermelon(my nickname) ' haha!! So I'll write up till here, hope that when she reads it she'll put on a big smile on her face. Hehe~! Love you dear and sis ^.^

-CheerZ-

Just for you...

2008-10-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today is exactly our 1 month anniversary. I wanna dedicate this song to you, a very old but meaningful song for both of us. Haha! I hope you like it! I'll put this song in my blog and friendster so you can listen to the whole song when you're bored.

You'll Be In My Heart
Phil Collins

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always...

Monday, I will pose a curfew on myself, that is no games and no laptop until SPM, or else I'm going nowhere with my results. The only entertainment I have is to online using my handphone, which has MSN function in it, LoL~(at least better than none). I can't be there to always chat with you and company you through the night like last time, so I hope this song can company you. Haha, I know it is not romantic, but that's all I can do, for now...

Take good care of yourself, love you ^^

-Watermelon-

I'm tagged, again.

2008-09-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

This tag is kinda weird. But anyways, I have to do it, since I'm TAGGED (More like price tagged) =.=

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
-Erm, which her do you mean @.@? If it's Fiona, then she is my maple mei mei.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her?
-Extremely good girl
-One sleepy pig (She even don't know what's happening downstairs) =.=
-Smart
-Night Owl
-Good listener. (Eh wait, I think I'm the one doing the listening hor? LoL~)

3. The most memorable things she has done for you..
- Let's see, play Maple with me until late night?

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
- No idea. Erm, maybe 'good luck in your mock?'

5. If she becomes your lover, you will..
- What type of question is this? lol! That won't happen, because I have a gf already =.=

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
- Lose a night owl whom I always chat with late night =.=

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on..
- Sleep early? LoL~ That won't happen at all~!!! Stuuuppiiiddd question =.=

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
- In maple keep ks-ing me? xP

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
- Of course KS her back lar! Fight fire with fire! xD (Just joking~)

10. The overall impression of her is..
- A night owl, that's all I can say. LoL~

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Bossy? Because I seldom talk and never smile =.=

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- I should be asking that =.=

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- Not being able to smile, or at least a sweet one. (Been complained already =.=)

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be with is?
- Just one, a girl that will always reserve a place for me in her heart, for eternity~ That explains all! ^^

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something to them.
- Thank you for being there when I'm having mood swings, especially to Vivian and Amy(They are the only ones who really listens to my problem) But for Amy's case, gotta cancel the 'likes you' in the question =.=

16. 10 frens to tag...

1. Vivian Ang
2. Sharon Chong
3. Gloria Law
4. Yew Ding
5. Angeline Ting
6. Ong Jun Kiat
7. Lee Zi Sing
8. Elyssa
9. Francis Chin
10. Everyone who entered my blog (Don't know this works or not)

17. What is your relationship with the person you just tagged?
No.1 -No comment xD
No.2-My sister (biological sister)
No.3-My foster sister (real life)
No.4 to 9 - Buddies
No.10- Shortcut, don't know who to tag, because they rest ain't that active in blogsphere. =.=

P/s: I editted some question. Got a few grammar error and no.17 originally doesn't have a question O.o

Love...I will cherish it!

2008-09-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since I type my log in ID and Password. Almost forgotten what it is too =.="

Finally, my sorrow has found its remedy.

What I just wanna say is thank you for stepping into my life. I am able to breathe at ease once again and turn to the happy side of me that was concealed deep within me since a few years ago. Now I finally realize the true meaning of determination. Thanks to you, I haven't succumb to my own darkside which has haunted me for the past 4 years. It's hard, really~! I've been walking behind my shadows, thinking that I'm like a failure in everything. This is what I felt, what I suffer during the past years, I've always been acting as if nothing had happen, but still it's to no avail.

But you have proven me wrong. You gave me support, laughter and joy in times in need of a listener and a companion. Even though that effort to you doesn't seem much, but it is a heap of strength for me to traverse that obstacle. I will forever treasure it! ^.^

What I want to say to you is all in your blog. I hope that this will be for eternity. I have no regrets!

CheerZ!

Youth Exchange Dinner~~

2008-07-30T14:20:00.000+08:00

Alright, this dinner is held the day when the Japanese students visited my school. During the night, I managed to dig out 1 of their favourite food in Kuching, which is -----> Kolo Mee (We eat until fed up, they eat until so happy. LoL!)

Well, the venue itself is damn packed with Leos and Lions. It's quite squeezy too, haha! I'll talk less crap here. I'll let the photos do the talking~ Nothing much to talk about on that dinner too. LoL!

Geez, I'm bad at posing, not photogenic either >.<"

Me and Hikari

Me and Yuka.

Another shot with Yuka. She looks more kawaii here. Haha!

Me, Tomomi, Yoshiko and Mika.

Me and Fuuji-kun =X

Group photo of our Leos and the Japanese Youth Exchange Students

So, that dinner went out well, everyone enjoyed, especially the boys from my club. Hope to see them around again, gonna miss them too. Anyways, enjoy your trip in Borneo. Don't expect too much from it though~ haha!

Roar Roar Roar ~~!!

CheErZ!

Japanese Youth Exchange students~

2008-07-30T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 13 Youth Exchange students, 11 girls 2 boys visited my school under the International Youth Exchange programme, organized by the Lions Club in District 308-A2. This youth exchange project is a yearly event where we exchange our students with Japan and Taiwan.

I took up the post as the Organizing Chairperson, taking charge of their visit here. Their visit to SMK Jalan Arang was a short one, 2 hours in total. They arrived at 9a.m (very punctual zzz) and proceeded to our meeting room for a short briefing and introduction. UNFORTUNATELY, principal was busy with her own matter, leaving the rest of us waiting for her (big card =.=) LoL~

Alright, the hard work started right after that. My committee and I brought them to our class. It is 'quite' a long journey as my class is quite far from the administration office. Along the way, gosh, we are like guiding a bunch of famous artists. Every step we took, we could hear loud cheers and noises. Some even stared at them =.= (aliens?) I wonder how the YEs feel? Hmmm...But still, they waved and greeted everyone @.@! (are they trained to do so? LoL!)

30 minutes of EST lessons was not enough. Poor Cikgu Polin, no one listened to her teaching. All of the students were busy talking and taking pictures with the Japanese. At a moment there, my class was as though the centre of attraction. Students from other class came peeping at us. Warning! Warning! Aliens in 5 Atom =.= (......)

Next station, the school foyer. My gawd, it's worse than a Pasar Malam. If we were to collect entrance fees, i think that would be sufficient to fill up our petrol tanks for a month, and I mean it =.=" If you were to eat an ice cream there, it would have melt before you could even enjoy it, like living in an inferno (metaphor) <---Damn freaking hot! I pity them, having to take hundreds of picture in just a morning. Haha!

Group photo with the Japanese students during recess!

After the crowd dispersed, they head on with refreshments. Menu of 'the day' : Nasi Lemak, Cucur Pisang(their favourite O.o) and Agar-agar. After a long chit-chat(Communication is hard with them, but it's fun) they had to take their leave. We took a group photo and bid each other farewell~ A project successful! My heartiest thanks goes to my committee members too!

Roar Roar Roar~!

Last group photo with my committees, Lions and Japanese Students

Songs to feed the soul~

2008-07-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

Alright, I believe everyone heard about David Cook, the famous American Idol singer. I would say that his song is splendid and meaningful. Flawless~ I'm addicted to 2 of his songs, " The Time of My Life " and " Always be My Baby ". Enjoy the lyrics ^.^

Time Of My Life
David Cook

I've been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn't see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I'm coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin' my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I'm rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I'm out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I'm keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

Well, this songs rocks to the core. Nice rhythm, tempo and music. I will give it a 10/10. Furthermore, the lyrics is meaningful, worth the ponder too.

The next song :

Always Be My Baby
David Cook

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

(I know that you'll be back girl)
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh
(I know that)
You'll be right back, baby
Ooh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time, time

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby

You'll always be apart of me
(You will always be)
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
(We will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(Always be my baby)

This song ain't bad, I would rate it 8/10. The collaboration and tempo is perfect, from my point of view of course!

That's all folks~
Over and Out
CheErZ~

*Singing* ( And I'll taste every moment, And live it out loud, I know this is the time, This is the time, time of my life....~~~)

Jokes~

2008-06-14T13:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, since my blog is quite empty, I'll put some 'cold' jokes in it. It's actually in chinese, but I'll be translating it to English.

1. What is chicken on the outside and fish in the inside?

2. If a tiger is tied to a tree, how does it feed on the grass 2 feets away from him?

3. Which will be of more pain if it falls on your head? A watermelon or a Durian?

4. If a person falls head first from the 2nd floor to the ground, what kind of sound you will hear?

5. How many siblings does Doraemon has?

6. Who will be cursed if he or she says : " Thank You, please come again "?

7. If a boat capsized in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean, who would you save first?

8. In the presence of how many worms will shock you if the apple that you bite has worms in it?

Answer:
1. Ayam Brand Tuna!

2. Tigers don't eat grass, duh ~

3. Your head

4. None. Because he is dead.

5. 26. In alphabetical order:
DoraAmon
DoraBmon
DoraCmon
DoraDmon
........
......
....
..
6. A doctor. Who wants to get sick for the 2nd time and visit him again?

7. No one but yourself.

8. Half worm. Because another half of it is in your stomach.

CheErZ!

Leo Forum 2008 Issue 2

2008-06-02T05:50:00.000+08:00

As promised, this post will mainly be photos and captions only~ There will still be another issue after i collected MOST of the photos after the school reopens~
P/S(Post Script): The photos here are all from Zi Sing XD
Me and Zi Sing, have to invite her many times then she wanna take photo, lol!

Our school's S.H.E and a paparazzi? XD

She needs some attention =X

I don't know he got in there, but he sure is one thick-faced guy
(no offence Chee Kong~)
P/S: his hairstyle like Goku XD

Me and Elaine with our respective banners
(should have swapped banners with her, hers is just so big =.=)

Food.....Glorious food....

Pendatang Asing Tanpa Izin (PATI) XD

That's all for this issue, till next time~
CheErZ!

Leo Forum 2008 Issue 1

2008-06-01T12:22:00.001+08:00

Alright, for this post i will divide into 2 parts because I have problem with the photos, all of em' got separated, some with my teacher and some with my friends. Takes time to gather them all together. This post mainly are words and part and parcel of the events while the other post will be of photos and captions.

Anyways, i'll blog about the forum and the journey back first, i'll go into detail in the 2nd part. Ok, so you see, every year we have this Leo forum which burns at least RM1000 per trip (imagine buring RM1000 in front of you =.=) This is my 3rd time attending such a Forum, and I can only say this "It sucked to the core", or maybe some minor improvements such as the transportation. LoL~

Lets start from the Fellowship Night. The theme is Jeans, Hats and Sunglasses Night. (The Leos looked like a bunch of idiots walking at that night with their sunglasses on) Geez, sunglasses, at night? Are the Sabah Leo committee members insane? Haha! The PA sucks, can't even hear a word of what the MC was talking. The only thing I remembered was the MC sitting on the stage entertain us with HANDPHONE MUSIC(this shows that the programme sucked too XD) while waiting for the judge to finalize the cat walk performance by Leos.

Zi Sing with her Fashion Show

This girl here is our Incoming President, presenting her fashion show. I think she's the only one who does the show with the microphone. Very brave and nice show but sadly she didn't get it =( The night went on with Leos walking around doing nothing, most of them ended up buying and promoting their badges. Our badge, designed by Bryan sold like hot pancakes, just the first night of the forum, 45 pieces all sold out in an instant. Hmmm.... I'm still wondering how the Leos returned to their rooms with the black sunglasses, haha!

Bryan's piece of art! The best badge ever made over the past 5 years!

The highlight of the forum is of course, the Banquet Night. The theme of that night is "Bow and Ribbon" but the number of Leos who wore bows very few. The boys from my school wore ALL BLACK. Some with overcoats, some with black formal shirts and black pants, like mafias. LoL!

Behold, the Arang Mafias! (with 1 Mafia and a personal assistant from St. Columba, Miri XD)

We really look like mafias who goes around being bouncers. Haha! When we marched down the stairs, all the people stared at us like Agong(s). We entered the Royal Hall (which doesn't look that ROYAL to me), found our seats and started taking pictures like mad men and women. The girls from my school put on their best that night, very beautiful and sexy too (Elyssa, don't come and kill me if you happened to visit my blog, I still value my life >.<). Guess what, our club got the highest award, the Excellence Club Award. Although it is the same award that i got for my club last fiscal year, but this years' Excellence Club award is the highest. Well done guys!

President receiving the Excellence Club Award from District Governor

Group photo of our award. Some Leos MIA though, they went fishing(flirting), LoL!

That very moment when our club was announced receiving the Excellence Club Award, all of shouted and cheered. Our hardwork and determination for the whole fiscal year has paid off, and we finally reached our goal, that is to get the highest award. Roar Roar Roar!

It has been a tradition for years to have footloose after the banquet. But sadly to say, all the songs are the rock ones, mostly not my cup of tea. So, I took photos with Leos and my foster sister Elaine from Sabah to kill time, and partly for remembrance also lar, we can only meet once in a year le >.<

Elaine and Me

Her character and voice didn't change a bit, like the Elaine that I met 3 years ago, of course prettier la, haha! The banquet night continued until 2am, with all the 'siaokias' dancing their heads off. LoL! We took a stroll along the beach past midnight enjoying the breeze, and called it a day. The following day, which is the last day of the forum is a day that I will always remember vividly in my head. I just don't know what drove me to complain and gave comments, but it actually came out off my mouth =.= I complained about the unhygienic food and the poor programme for participants. Soon after that, we took the last group photo in the forum venue and headed back to Kota Kinabalu City.

Presenting : Puan Dora as the Filem Star XD

That last picture is the end of the forum, we packed and boarded the T.U.T bus (Should be the company name?) I was a little down because I wasn't able to see her for the last time before she left, but well...I managed to cope it~

The T.U.T (@#%&) bus

In the T.U.T Bus on the way back to KK City:-

Zi Sing fast asleep........

I wonder what is she dreaming about.....

Fabian, our school's flirt king >.<

So, that's part of the forum. More pictures in the next post after I finish gathering bits and pieces of the forum pictures.
That's all folks!

CheErZ!

Random Thoughts!

2008-05-20T16:25:00.000+08:00

Time now is 12.25am and i'm having insomnia! Geez, how am I going to stay awake in class later, most probably ending up dozing off during lessons. It's not that I couldn't sleep, but something just keeps bugging me and never dissipates, sheesh~
Alright, here's what I am thinking about:-

1- Time sure flies, never know that it's May already.

2- When can I get my driving license! Man, all I can do is to drive illegally whereas for my friends, well...they have passed the test. *sigh* Most probably my luck to be born on August. I still got a long way to go...

3- How I wish I could met someone who could change my life~

4- What will be my grades for this term's exam? (I didn't study much, so...I doubt it'll be good)

5- Cabal Online!

6- Where the hell is my coat for the forum =.=

7- Who the f**k stole my badminton racket! Curse you!

8- What should I say when I receive my medal tomorrow? (FYI, i got third in the badminton competition)

9- Why I can't sleep =.=

10- I wonder whether I'm annoying to someone.

11 Who will be my future life partner (I have no comment about this...don't ask!)

12- KISS (Keep It Simple, Stupid) quoted by my teacher.

13- Annoyed with the fact that I have to wake up earlier than usual later.

14- Cabal again

15- What to wear for the Leo Forum next week.

16- Why we lost in Dota just now >.<"

17- Whether to play maple again or not, since my friend asks me to.

18- If I don't sleep now, I will really lack energy tomorrow

19- But I still can't sleep!

20- Counting how many hours left for me to sleep = 4 and a half hour

21- Why am I spending 2 hours thinking all these craps (most of them)

22- Time to sleep. SLEEP! CLOSE DA EYES AND SLEEP!

23- Still, to no avail~

24- Recalling the lyrics 'Like a Rose' (You treat me like a rose, you gave me room to grow~)

Okayyy, that's about my thoughts for tonight. LoL~ *Trying to sleep*

CheErZ~!

Tags >.<(.....)

2008-05-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Maybe? No experience of it tho~

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
I'll be a glutton if i'm damn hungry, so, tchyeah i'll eat without brushing my teeth.

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To make all my dreams that i dream come true XD

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Learn science =.=

6. What are you wishing for?
Someone who is willing to be with me till the end of time (touching >.<)

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Think of what to spend, duh~

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends. Maybe, if it's the right time?

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
I'm health conscious =.=

10. What kind of character do you want to be?
To be what I am now. Or maybe a little more patience.

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
Skyline GT-R

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
I prefer hug.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Up to a certain extend, i prefer they keep quiet. =.=

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Believe.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
If I were one, I'll go broke first.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My phone of course. Without it, i would rather die. I mean it =.=

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
HEIGHT! LoL~

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
Things that I could not realize and achieve without trying.

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
No!

20. What do I want to achieve this year?
To achieve what I wan to achieve this year? LoL~

I tag, I tag, I tag, I tag, I tag.........:

My sister
Teck Ang
Yew Ding
Zi Sing
Soon Ho
Angeline Ting
Ong Jun Kiat
Whoever reads this blog~~~

Prefect Camp 2008

2008-04-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

It has been soooo long since I update my blog. Just don't feel up for scratch to update it. Haha. But this time, I'll be hardworking a bit =.="

Okay, this camp, held at Pueh Youth Camp will be my last prefect camp, but the good thing is it's my turn to bully the candidates unlike last year, we were bullied like nobody's business. It was held on the 18th till 20th April 2008. That morning itself we started bullying the candidates by lining up in the middle of the school singing the national anthem. Funny tho, it's the first time I see the prefects actually sang loudly during morning assembly.

*getting ready for morning assembly*

Later, we were off to our destination. The 2 hours drive was hectic, I nearly fall asleep because of the long journey. And of course, there were a few candidates doze off, too bad I didn't took any pictures of them. LoL! Once we arrived, we were briefed on the R&G of the campsite (yada yada yada..)<----who cares, we EXCOs are free from that, or maybe not all. Haha! The first day of camp was quite disappointing. Everything went smoothly only when there's outdoor activities. The candidates were badly bombarded by the trainers. It's sad that the trainess aren't that participative, and we exco had to make a move to start their engines. *sigh* But the 3rd and 4th activities went very well tho. The activities involves leadership, coordination, teamwork and trust, tiring but the experience is priceless! The candidates finally got their moods back when there's LDK(Latihan Dalam Kumpulan a.k.a teamwork building activities). There, they played 'word-guessing' and 'gossiping' LoL, we literally laughed our heads off during the night. The EXCOs even taught the candidates to dance, well, to dance our theme song, "I believe - Tata Young". Everyone got addicted to it, and even the boys MOVED their ass(es) while dancing. LoL! Even our fierce Prefects' Teacher danced with us!

*Behold, Miss Tiong Ping dancing with the crowd HAPPILY!*

It's a rare sight to see such a fierce and strict teacher could blend in with the wildness of the EXCOs. The first night ended with laughters on the participants' face. The excos on the other hand stayed up on sentry and chit-chatted with teachers on duty for the sentry. The next morning started rolling with morning exercise and outdoor activities. Apparently I do not have the pictures for that activities, I didn't take it from other Excos, but that activity, 'repalling' is like a reverse rock-climbing which requires immense concentration, technique and courage. Phiew~ Luckily I made it out alive. LoL! The EXCOs volunteered to lead in this activity. Dangerous but the experience required is superb!

In the afternoon, more LDK. This time it's also funny. Candidates are to draw the faces of their group leader while blindfolded. Believe me, any human will laugh when they saw the portraits of their 'altered' faces of their leader. Here's an sample :

*Get what I mean? Lester's face is badly dislocated!*

Funny huh? Guess what, we EXCOs got the chance to have our fun too. The system is the same, just that our leader is our prefect teacher, Miss Tiong Ping!

*The EXCOs' piece of art!*

The day ended with once again, laughters and smile. The next day, everyone were busy packing their belongings to go home. Everyone was happy, but concealed in them was sadness because they have to seperate. There are even EXCOs crying, I too am a little sad but i managed to hold back my tears. Finally, the camp that we had planned for months ended with a success. We boarded the bus and head back home.

Bon Voyage~

2008-02-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

So, in another 2 hours, 51 minutes i'll be stepping into a gigantic bird(metaphor) to KL then tomorrow at 8am i'll be off to Thailand. There goes my sms and game spree >.< I will
really miss my friends in Kuching and of cos', gaming sessions with my friends! Bah~ I even have to skip four days of school just for this trip. Gosh, i wonder how many stacks of homework I gotta work on when i'm back. Even worse, my homework spree teacher(teaches us add maths) will surely give tons of homework to do. I hope I don't die in the process of completing her work once i'm back =X

So before I take my leave, I would like to ask my friend to help me note any homework for me(classmates of cos) and good luck with the war with BB!(My english teacher) Sorry that I
couldn't be there with you all to fight that war, but i'll pray for you all by blessing your efforts and support you guys spritually >.<" ONE LAST THING, guys don't tease her when i'm not
around ok? I'm sure she'll blow if you guys continue doing that, or maybe at least control your limits. LoL!
Take Care~

CheErZ!

Decisions..

2008-02-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

Well, this post is about another song that I enjoyed. It's an old sentimental one with a very meaningful yet touching song. It's nice to listen to old songs sometimes huh? The lyrics goes like this :

"One In A Million"
Bosson

You're one in a million
Oh
Now
You're one in a million
Oh

Sometimes I can't hate you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
Only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
You smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me

[Chorus x 2]

I was cool and everything was possible
You tried to catch me but it wasn't possible
Nobody could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and went insane
And when you didn't want me, I wanted you
Because the finer thing bout it was I like to go
I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard
You know it's worth it if ya find your heart

[Chorus x 2]

You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million

So you see, after reading, understanding and indulging what the composer wanted to covey through the song, you can see that it's really touching, and I really mean it. If you happened to have it or downloaded that song, I suggest you listen to it, it'll surely change your mood, unless you are heart-broken, that is. Well, to tell the truth, I download this song because of 2 factors:

1) It keep poping out in my head whenever i'm alone
2) I was/am feeling down so I download it, since it repeated itself in my head >.<

But seriously speaking, I do not know what do i get addicted to this song. However, all
that I can say is i'm trying to let go of something important to me, but the it keeps repeating
over and over again, so it defeats the purpose of me trying to 'forget' that thing. But why I still
download it ho? Hmmm...Is this the sign that i shouldn't give up and persevere? EVEN if i were to continue walking this almost vanquished path, I doubt that I could come out alive but succumb instead.

My heart tells me that I should venture even further, but mentally it's trying to stop me from facing doom. So which path should I choose? There's no turning back in life. Sigh, I'm undecisive, the more i pick the more sad I am, because both will eventually lead to sadness, only time can remedy it. Oh well, it's fated after all~ It's nice to have met you and I would like to thank you for the sweet memories that you had given to me for the past few months. I will forever cherish those happy moments that we spent together, even it's just for a few hours or minutes, i'll hold it tight in my grasp and never let go of it. I'll wish you all the best in life ^^
Treasure the Old, Cherish the New!

CheErZ!

Piece of mind - Love

2008-01-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

I was bored after completed my homework (not all actually, just the targeted ones), so I sat down, listen to this specific song with the title " You Can Let Go " by Backstreet Boys. Although I've listen to it over and over again, somehow I only manage to grab the actual content of it just now. So since i've got the inspiration and kick to write, might as well post it before I lose all the ideas. The lyric is as below:

BackStreet Boys
" You Can Let Go "

I can see in your eyes
Broken windows, fallen skies
Baby, baby what you hidin' from
The light that followed you around
Lately nowhere to be found
Don't you know that I'm your place to run

You been holding on so long
Tryin' to make believe that nothing's wrong
Not letting it show
And there ain't nothing you can do
To make me turn away from you
I need you to know

That you can let go

Sifting through shattered dreams
Livin' in the in between
Baby, babe it's gonna be alright
(You can let go)
When you're lost, let down, disappointed
And jerked around in this cold, cold world
I will always be by your side

You been holding on so long
Tryin' to make believe that nothing's wrong
Not letting it show
There ain't nothin' you can do
To make me turn away from you
I need you to know

That you can let go

Don't be afraid when you're falling apart
Don't hesitate I'll be right where you are
Open your eyes there's a crack in the dark

Never let me see you cry
You locked it somewhere deep inside
Baby, baby let me hold you tight

Make it alright

Baby, baby gonna be alright
Cause I'm by your side
When the whole world turns against you (I won't turn against you)
Not letting it show
Baby, babe gonna be alright
Cause I'm by your side
When the whole world turns against you
You can let go

You been holding on so long
Tryin' to make believe that nothing's wrong
Not letting it show
You can let go
There ain't nothing you can do
To make me turn away from you
I need you to know

This song somehow affected me in many ways. Maybe because I treat a specific girl the same way as what has mentioned in the lyric, or should I say almost perfectly the same way. Some people may think that I’m in love with her or what, which actually I do before. But after knowing it is not possible, I’ve put a full-stop to it already because I believe by force brings negative effects on the impression of both parties. As you can see my horoscope sign in my previous post, I’m serious in relationships. The truth is, I’m a person who cannot let go of things easily. I tend to cherish and hold on tight to it even though it’s not practical anymore. Weird? But it’s the truth about me. That’s why I tend to treat her as though a close friend but not as a person I’m chasing, maybe because I wanna show my affection to her, as a close friend too? Although it is not possible at all, like a 1 way traffic with no return ticket (copyright from my friend), I still treat her that way. This somehow came spontaneously from me, even I couldn’t explain it.

But by giving out so much affection, I never hope something in return from her either, maybe just her smile will do? I do not know what kind of love is that, but my intuition tells me that this is called genuine love? Previously, about 3 years ago the same thing happened too, but that was even worse, or maybe that time I wasn’t aware or mature enough that it can be detrimental to be madly in love with someone, and hence forth that very incident left a dark spot in my memory. Until now whenever I thought of it or even when in a short conversation with my friends about love, I will feel a little down. I guess I’ve managed to suppress all those sadness by repeating the same thing, expressing love through support and care without thinking of being a couple? Some people may misunderstood me that I’m actually in love with her, but that’s the way I treat her and most girls as not to repeat history anymore. Whenever she needs help or company, I’ll be there for her, even to the extend of staying up late or sacrificing something valuable too. At times when she say or does something that shatters my heart, i'll forgive her and slowly stitch back those fragments without scolding nor be on a rampage. I tolerate all of this because of what?

To be frank to everyone, my family is not as perfect as other people's, or in short there’s a black mark in my family history, and that I’ll not touch onto as it is not appropriate and as to not tarnish my family’s name(but up till now, I still can cope with it >.<). But what I’m trying to say that maybe due to my family history I tend to appreciate and love people who are once close with me, and care for me. In my house, only me my sister and I are able to communicate well, share our feelings and discomfort together, and that’s why I believe that caused me to show more affection to people around me. I too adopt foster sisters as company because of the loneliness and my classmates think I’m a playboy because of that. Well, I hope this clears your mindset that i'm not a playboy because I'm not able to indulge the happiness that you all have, living in a happy family! Yikez I’m digressing again.

Alright back to the main topic, I’m still naïve in this so called love issue as I have no experience in such issue. Maybe after SPM or during college then I’ll go deeply into this. Well, that depends. But what I can deduce from my own judgment of myself is that family factor and the act of redemption caused me to be like that. So the lyric portrays my way of treating friends one way or another, and that often leads to the misunderstanding of many people. But no matter what I do, I still will adhere to the content of the lyric especially when it comes to friendship, be it girls or boys. If you don’t believe me, recall your past and ask yourself.

That’s about all of it, more to come!
CheErZ!

Truth hurts~

2008-01-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

Okay now i'm not in a good mood so I heeded my friend's advice, express all my disatisfaction and feelings in my blog. I'm going to do so but i'll not post all of it, because some idiots will think that i'm acting as if wanting people's sympathy! Darn! They're not even in my shoes, how do they know that i'm telling the truth? I really hope they get a grip of themselves and get their own lives, don't EVER rub in into my problems anymore! DAMN~!

Basically, i'm very patient with critic and mockery. However, my patience has it's limits. Sometimes i've been wondering, they mock me and made me a laughing stock of the class, but do they really know how I FEEL? Duh~ Human have feelings no? Don't tell me that they too do not have feelings? Sheesh~ At times, no, most of the time i never retaliate, i just sit there patiently swallowing all of em' But do they know how hard is it to gulp in all of those shame, pain and suffering? NO! They just take for granted that 'oh, he won't get angry wan laaa' This maybe true but as what i've said just now, my patience has it's limits. If you say that it is a joke, fine, but i've had enough of those so called jokes~ If you all were my friends, i think there won't be a problem understanding my limits and know when to stop when i'm trying my very best not to go berserk on them.

A total of 8 years, 8 years of patience and consideration, and what do I get? Even more of those 'fun' huh? Remember, words that have been said cannot be withdrew anymore. Try imagining yourself in my position, how would it feel to be mock and yet you have to tackle all those shame, enveloping your hatred and discomfort deep inside yourself as to not burst out with anger? Some may say that it's not they wanted to defame you, but it is just for laughs. Hello, you are taking ACTUALLY making them feel shameful which may or maybe not true, but with those mockery, it can be true to the listeners to believe. At that point, what would you do if you were in my situation huh? You guys are lucky that most of you aren't aimed to be laughed at, but just try to fantasized it and you'll see how does it feel like. Trust me, 1 or 2 years is fine, but over and over again for 8 years? It's no joke okay, since primary 4 until now, form 5. During my tender years in primary 1 to 3, i was in another primary school and there things were cloud nine for me. We interact well, often mingle and play together. However, things turn out vice versa at primary 4 where i was forced to transfer school. So since then i started building up my patience and tolerance towards my new friends. Well, it lasted quite a while up till now, as you can see i'm annoyed with my friends now~ Geez, what am i? A toy to fool around?

Anyways, it's a good way to bombard all my hatred here. Look at the bright side, everyone who thinks they are guilty can buck up and change instead of me lusting out my anger to them. I'm not saying all of my friends who tease me just to make me laugh and be gay for the time, it's just those you-know-yourself who like to mock me in front of others, just for the sake of entertainment without knowing how I feel. Don't get me wrong, I really do appreciate those who tried and somehow almost-succeeded to get my smile and laughter back, where i normally don't smile or even talk. So guys, know your role! I will not mention names in here as not to humiliate you, i just hope that you all don't climb over my head and make me turn radical in solving this matter >.<

That's all for now. Tata~
ChEerZ!

Horoscopes

2008-01-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

Alright, basically I've got nothing to do, since most(not all) of my homework are done and i thought of calling it a day, might as well update my blog before going to sleep. Now this post is about horoscopes, i'm not sure I truely 100% believe in this or not, but what they've mentioned about my horoscope is partly true tho. This article is extracted from an email by my biological sister. Enjoy reading~

PostScript(P/s) : I'm a virgo >.<

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent.Can be jealous and/or possessive.Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic . Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive...

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person... Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

'Memorable' day >.<

2008-01-09T12:30:00.000+08:00

Alright, as everyone could see the title of this post, so I guess you all expect something interesting, no? Well, to tell you the truth, it's a bit exciting but life-threatening as well. Ok let's head straight towards the main storyline~

I was having my additional mathematics tuition at Pusat Tuisyen Cabaran. It was hectic as I was feeling under the weather back then, a little fever, influenza and drowziness, but still I manage to cope it. The two and a half hour long tuition ended at 5.30pm where everyone began to disperse. I on the other hand gotta wait for my mother taking her sweet time coming from her office to fetch me(maybe it's because she thinks her office is near to my tuition centre? LoL!) Anyways, I got off my seat, packed my stuff and head down to wait for my transport. 15 minutes passed and the place went quiet in an instance although it's located beside the main road. I thought I was the last one waiting there but to my astonishment, there's another girl, probably Form 4 or Form 5 waiting at the other end of the block. I wasn't aware about that then. Then I received a call from my mother asking me to wait at the bus stop, so without hesitation I marched towards the bus-stop, which is of walking distance.

When i exited the building happily sms-ing, I turn back and take a quick glance, I was literraly stunned to see the girl I was mentioning about just now being threatened to give her bag to the robber. The robber was a thin, pathetic-looking native with a helmet(he really looked idiotic with it). He was standing beside the hopeless girl, and the girl struggled not to get snatched. When I managed to regain my self-conscious, I fastened my pace with a rather fierce face starring at that guy, hope that he would be frightened. When he saw me coming, I guess he had no choice but to use force and the unlucky girl tripped to the ground. I guess she was lucky that the bag didn't slipped too. Then the man actually ran (>.<) away from her after failed to obtained her bag instead of trying to get a hand of the bag. After he fall, there was no time to lose anymore so I ran(not my forte) instead of walk! I shouted at the man with some foul languages(*TuT*), ensured her safety and continue starring at that man. He suddenly turned back from running, grabbed a razor blade from his pocket and come threatened me instead! Sheesh~! The conversation is as follows:

Robber :"Awak nak cari mati?" *shows his blade*
Me :"Kenapa awak nak cari hal? Kenapa nak buli dia?
Robber :"Awak nak cari matikah?" (as if he has nothing else to say =.=)
Me :"*TuT* Nak panggil Polis?"
Robber :"........." (and he ran away like a chicken)

The fool took off to the other block and hid somewhere with his idiotic helmet on his head(Should have took a picture of him) I went back to the girl and checked on her, it's sad seeing such a innocent harmless girl being threatened and harmed. Thank god she's alright, maybe just a little bruise after the fall. She thanked me like nobody's business but I ignored it and adviced her to be alert of the surrounding, there's even a coffee shop at the corner but she chose to wait for her transport there, partly it's also her fault because she was all alone that time on the far end of the block which even passerby won't be able to see either, and I guess that tempted the theif to take advantage of her. Maybe she was lucky today, if I wasn't there, i wonder what will be of her >.<" (I'm not boasting, she really was lucky because there isn't ANY SINGLE soul at that time, only me and her at that block). My transport arrived 3 minutes later after the incident. I explained to my mother about that incident and that's about the end of it.

In a nutshell, as you can see snatch-theif is getting common nowadays, those theives dare to initiate a robbery even during broad-daylight. And sadly to say, most robbers are natives (sorry if i've offended anyone, but it's the fact!) So girls who read my post, i sincerely hope that you all could think according to the situation, value your life and always, always remember about your safety.

CheErZ!

PostScript(P/s): The story here is non-fiction. This happened to me in real life!

1st day of SCHOOL!

2008-01-04T15:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, I now it seems weird but i think it's kinda odd to hear someone saying I Miss School? LoL! Well that quote fit me quite well tho~ You'll know the reason to my statement I just mentioned.

Okay here's the drill, everyday I gotta wake up at 5.15am, take a quite breakfast, a warm or rather cold shower to me, then I wait at the sofa waiting for my mum to fetch me to school. It's basically my very first day since 2 months ago I woke up that early, and it felt like, great i'm off to school again. What has it installed for me for this new fiscal year? Anyways, let's get to the point shall we? Alrightttt, I reached school at 6.20am (very early as expected), went to my class which is located 0.1Km from my school gate, pathetic ain't it? I wonder why the school's admin has to put us at that desserted block? But looking at the bright side of it, at least WE have our own privacy and need not share classes with the junior ones. I was given a big welcome by my gang, a rather whacky 1 instead when I stepped into the classroom >.< I found myself a suitable place below under the fan and went off for prefect duties at the gate. Guess what, waking up early in the morning after 2 months of sleeping at 4am is a burden, AND I gotta patrol the gates for late-comers and record their names on the first day of school, not bad eh? Okay, that's fine to me...The one that really got pissed me off WAS when my form teacher changed all of our seating position into couples(I'm saying couples as in normal ones and the bisexual ones XD)instead of giving us the freedom to choose our seat *sigh*

Hope i'm not digressing >.< Ok, so school resumes as it were, as always too. Recess is more or less the same, only the changes in the usual faces, LoL! All those cranky ass-holes are gone and now we are the seniors! Muahahaha! After recess, we have 2 periods free, I guess the teacher lost their way to our class huh? LoL, joking~! The last 3 periods was rather hectic. Hectic in the sense that the teacher LITERALLY brain-washed us with moral values and stuff~ I'm quite annoyed with them treating us like small kids. Hello, we are form 5 for goodness sake =.="

Then, during the afternoon the EXCO board of prefects has to go to school to help out in the orientation for the form 1s, and it went out quite well I guess. But I was half-dead by then as I lack of sleep because I slept at 1am that night. Mainly is speeches by the higher-ups about the school regulations, self-cleaniless yada yada yada~ There's 1 particular phrase that one of the speaker mentioned, something about 'Kalau kamu dimarah oleh cikgu, cintakan cikgu itu lagi, jangan mengikar arahannya' and one of my friends, a form 3 prefect add in something that made all the senior prefects laughed our heads out. It goes like this 'Kalau cinta tidak cukup, kahwinkan cikgu!" LoL! WE REALLY laughed like nobody's business, what he say is quite true too >.<'

Then, it was only around 5.45pm I reached home, took a bath and went for dinner with my father then I was off to tuition for Physics tuition. Nothing interesting happened back then so I guess that's all for now~~

More to come soon!
CheErZ!

Tags tags tags and others >.<

2008-01-03T05:50:00.000+08:00

Tag 1:

LISt OUT TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. Hope my 1st dream comes true
2. Hope my 2nd dream comes true
3. Hope my 3rd dream comes true (Cool eh >.<)
4. Hope my 4th dream comes true
5. Hope my 5th dream comes true

List Out The Reasons For Your Choice:
1. Because I want my 1st dream to come true
2. Because I want my 2nd dream to come true
3. Because I want my 3rd dream to come true
4. Because I want my 4th dream to come true
5. Because I want my 5th dream to come true

Who Tagged You?
Gloria mei~

5 impressions of him/her/them
1. Devotes herself to god.
2. Future scientist? LoL!
3. Gets moody real quick, and I mean it..
4. Anime freak >.<"
5. Friendly

Most memorable things he/she/they did for You:
Become my foster sister..

Most loved Invention(does not need technologically advanced)
Internet.

What do you despise the most:
Ass-holes
Back-stabber
People who thinks they are great
To make it simple, people who pisses me off~

Tag 2:

Rules :
1.Link to your tagger and post this rules.

2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag eight (8) people.

(+ with a picture of you in black and white)<---can this be cancelled?

1) I'm just an average boy.
2) Anime freak too.
3) Enjoy gaming, be it online, offline or ps2 games.
4) I wear specs...Sheesh~
5) I'm a person who is good to friends?(Not sure about this)
6) I enjoy illegal driving >.<
7) I can be a great help in times of difficulties
8) I'm single >.<(.....)

For both tags, I would like to tag:
My Sister
Chua Soon Ho
Sheng Han
Billy Chin
Yew Ding
Anyone who drops by my blog
Anyone who is FREE ENOUGH to this tag
Anyone with internet access (duh)

***** Others *****

Ok, so school is reopening in another 16hours 28mins! And i'm busy blogging now because i'm afraid I won't have the time to blog when the school reopens. As always, Rise and Shine->School->Co-curricular activities->Tuition->Good night. SO you see, school life sure is boring huh? LoL!

This morning when I woke up, I happened to tuned in light FM and listen to some old, sentimental songs. While listening to one of those songs, I find the lyrics in one of the songs quite true and meaningful. It says human only appreciates things ONLY when they are gone, and i'm sure everyone agrees with me. It's funny how we have this kind of feelings, when I recall my past, there are moments where I nearly shed my tears out of happiness and joy, but I never even give a ponder about it, never even cherish that very moment, or even photo it. Well, I guess this is human's nature...Now school is reopening, there's no turning back anymore. So I guess i'll miss form 4 after all the bitter and sweet experiences that i've been through the whole year. Time sure flies~

That's all for now!
CheeRZ!

Leo Christmas cum New Year Party

2008-01-03T04:50:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to blog about this 4 days ago but I couldn't obtain any photos taken during the nite.Oh well~

Alrighty, our Leos just threw ourselves a huge party on the 28th of December 2007. The venue for this party is our very own president's house. She is kind enough to be the host for this event as her house has a big compound, and I mean BIG! It's a potluck so guys, if you've read my previous blog, i'm sure you all know what i'll bring during that day. Yes you've guess it right, drinks, partly because I volunteered myself to be in the drinks committee >.< Smart move eh? Drinks are my forte~(For potluck only). Anyways, let's move on. Okay, before the event, the committee went to her house for some cleaning as she was away the whole week to Europe. Even on that day itself, we also cleaned her house so you could imagine how big her house is? But the cleaning and decorating crew's hardwork paid off and they manage to decorate her house and managed to induce the christmas ambience in it with all the streamers, ribbons, balloons and etc.

The event started at 7.30pm after the arrival of sponsoring club's lions. First on the agenda were some speeches, short one as not to bore everyone. Then, the opening ceremony of the party. The Leo and Lion president along with the committees pop-ed the party poopers as a symbolic for the opening ceremony.(Sigh, no photos on that.) After the opening ceremony, dinner is served~ The menu of the night was a turkey bought by our beloved faculty advisor. Not bad eh? Everyone enjoyed the food. There's even barbecue outside of her house, which was man-handled by boys and eaten MOSTLY by the boys(including me). Sooner after that, some entertainment performed by our talented Leos with a duet and later a solo I think, not quite sure about it. That was only the 3rd agenda of the night. Later after everyone had their meals, we're off to the games. The games are quite complicated to describe so I'll skip that part. Oh yea, there's even hat competion whereas everyone has to DIY a party/christmas hat for the party. Quite fun tho as you can see all those funny and unique designs out of the creativity of our members. There's one member of ours, DIY a very very tall christmas party hat, almost reaching our ribs if placed on the floor. Hmmm, i've been wondering what if a tall person wears it, all the lamps on the ceiling might fall off, no? Anyways anyways, let's move on to the last event of the night, gift exchange~ Each present brought in buy the participants for that night are numbered and we too get a number each. Then we will take the present according to the paired numbers. It's quite fun and indeed I feel myself really celebrating christmas with friends, a wonderful experience! When we received our presents, I could see a smile on everyone's face. Now this is what Christmas is all about!

It was 10pm and everyone began to disperse with laughs and smiles on their faces. I'm sure everyone was happy and satisfied that night. A job well done to all the committee for this glorious event! Roar Roar Roar!

That's all for now. Till next time~
CheErZ!

'Welcoming Back' outing?

2007-12-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

Ok, I know the title for this blog is a little weird as there's no such term, but it's more or less something like that. Alright, I define outing in Kuching as below:

Meet--->Talk--->Go for movie(maybe two)--->Eat--->Loiter--->Bon Voyage(Home I mean)

Yup yup, that's my way for outing actually. If i'm able to drive(another 7 months I guess), I guess i'll be loitering the whole of Kuching instead of just the city centre. Alright now, I called for this outing cos' of 2 reasons. First, I'm suppose to give my friend a treat at pizza hut because her birthday is coming up but I found out that I got transportation problem for the forthcoming weeks as both my parents are off to Thailand, and second, to welcome back my friend who went for Youth Exchange to Taiwan. So, to avoid breaking my promise, I invited her to the outing as well to solve all the problem.

During the holidays, I'm the nightowl in the family, on the 19th I actually slept at 4a.m. and my friend came to 'tumpang' my house at 9.30am. Man I was really lack of sleep that day(I thought of throwing him outside my house and continue dreaming XD). After taking a quick lunch, we're off to Star Cineplex and sitted there for about, 1 hour? We bought the tickets for National Treasurer 2 and sitted there like 2 idiots never seen a ciniplex before >.<" Part of it was my fault because like I said, I have transportation difficulties. Later then, my friend who I invited came with her sister and lastly my friend who just came back from Taiwan(he actually refused to go as he broke his glasses and got to wear his primary nerdy glasses!) Soon after that, we bought popcorns and entered the hall. The movie was splendid and I enjoyed most of it, except the part where I was annoyed by little kids in front AND the back of me. But overall, it's great!

Later after that, we took a stroll along riverside and landed at Sarawak Plaza. There, we splitted our group. The boys go for hartz(a buffet style restaurant) and the girls go to KFC. I'm suppose to cover up her expenses that day but she rejected. *Sigh* I need to find another time to pay up for my promises XD So, those 2 after eating they departed home while we took our bloody time eating in hartz. We have a long chit-chat while eating. Well, the chat was normally about my friend's trip to Taiwan. It is and was a complete contrast between Malaysia and Taiwan. There, their mentality are more advanced and open-minded but here....you-know-what. All I can say is 1 word, conservative! We chatted for about 2 and a half hours inside hartz, I bet the staff there would've cursed us for staying that long >.<" We loitered Sarawak Plaza and finally took off to my friend's house to see photos that he took in Taiwan. We took a long look at the photos taken and we were literaly brainwashed by those em'. Geez~ How I wish i'm a Taiwanian~!

It was getting late so I called for my transport, sent my other friend home(the one who ruined my sleep that morning =.=") and took supper.

So that's about it for that day. Nothing interesting though, but it's worth blogging cos' it's a special day!

That's all folks, more to come soon!
-CheerZ!-
Over and Out.

Reunion Party

2007-12-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

Well guys, it's been awhile since I blogged in. I was and currently is busy with my online games, well ya'll know, holidays is like seventh heaven for me. Gaming spree~I was obssessed with maple and dota till I neglected my job as a blogger...Argh let's cut the craps shall we? *winks*

Okay, we had our reunion party erm, I think 3 weeks ago at Ing Thian's house. He's kind enough to host this party as his house compound is large enough to accomodate around 20-30 people. To start off, it's quite a hazy day and torrential downpour in the afternoon. But thank god, it stopped just before our party started. It's a potluck party where everyone has to bring their own food. And well, for me, as always, bringing drinks is my forte. Almost, and I mean ALMOST all the potluck parties I attended, i'm sure to be the one bring soft drinks, so for whoever is having a potluck party, feel free to invite me as you can see, drinks will not be scarce with me around >.<.

Alright, to the main event. I started departing from my house at 6pm, and once I reached his house, I was welcomed by his so called 'hostile dogs' XD Nah, his dogs just aren't smart enough to distinguish me eventhough I stepped into his house many times. But can't blame them either, they're dogs after rite? I was the 2nd one to arrive after Yew Ding. Settled down in his living room and watched some series. Soon after that, the crowd became more and his house changed from quiet(except the dogs barking >.<) to a racus with all the noises. It was a rare sight I can say as it was the only time I can meet old friends, with their dramatic changes, be it physical or mental, and tchyea, positive changes of cos. I was shocked to see one of my friend, from a cute and chubby little girl actually 'transformed' into a maiden(metaphor). She grew much taller and much prettier along the years and that very day, I managed to see it with my own eyes, completely held spellbound at that very moment, a complete 180 degree change I could say.

Photo with Yi San (the one i'm saying about)

Alright, now....foooodddd, glorious food. But erm, I apologise as I did not took any photo about the foods, but all I can say is they are scrumptious and mouth-watering.
There's salad, hotdogs, nuggets, ice-creams and etc..(Argh I should not have talked about foods, now I'm starving >.<) We started digging in around 7.30pm, and it started raining again, or more to continual drizzle along the week, it's nothing actually, but it's cooling since it's open air. After filling up our tanks, we gathered and started talking like nobody's business. Some took my school's mag to have a peep on our ex-classmates who weren't able to attend that party, some talking about their life in their school, and last but not least, horror stories >.<" It was almost time to disperse at that time as most transports started coming 1 by 1. Before we bid farewell, we took one last group photo of that memorable night.

Group photo of all my ex-classmates(kinda blurr tho)

It was 10pm then where majority of them left. As always, I'm the last one to reach home although my house only takes 6 minutes drive back and fro. Sheesh~ But anyways, that day carved a marked and will forever be vivid in my mind. I truely appreciated every single bit of that moment with my old classmates...how I wish next year we could organize such party again. *sigh* Oh well, every sweet moment will have to pass eventually......

That's about all of it!
-CheerZ!-
Merry Christmas to everyone!

Tags >.<

2007-12-25T03:27:00.000+08:00

Tag Tag Tag

Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions into your own blog. Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20 question. Tag 8 persons.

Questions:

1. What was your childhood dream?
Nice question. But I can't remember any!

2. Do you like rainy or sunny days?
Rainy days! Good time for sleeping...

3. Which colour is your favourite?
Blue.

4. If you've the chance, what would you probably said to your beloved one?
I Love you? If not what? I hate you? duh~

5. Which place have you wanted to visit the most?
Seventh Heaven

6. Which part of you do you hate most?
I love myself. Or maybe not, I guess my physical appearance?

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
Meditating >.<" Guess so...

8. What are you most afraid of losing?
The ones I cherish the most in live...(Confidential tho ^^)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her or would you just keep it as a secret in your heart, observing by yourself ?
Time is of the essence, MAYBE i'll confess? Hmmm..Gotta ask my intuition 1st =.=

10. List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
Gloria Law Enn Li:
(i). She is my good and guai mei mei (not, or maybe a little ya?)
(ii). She is an anime freak<---is this is a good point? Hmmm...
(iii). She is religious, which is a good personality to be cultivated.

11. What are the requirements that you are hoping for in your other half?
Anything will do, as long she suits my taste, understands me well from head to toe, able to cope with me(sometimes i'm just a pain in the neck XD) and LASTLY, will spend christmas with me T_T (It has been a lonely Christmas over the pass 16 years)

12.Till now, what moment do you regret the most?
Meeting some ass-hole friends who thinks they are on top of the world, get a life~

13. What type of person do you hate most?
Egoistic, arrogant and, and.. Errr...To make it simple, I hate people who have bad characteristic(s)! Good enough?

14. What is your ambition?
Not certain yet, but I have the intention to be in the aeronautics as an engineer.

15. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Not sure...Body language O.o?

16. If you can have 1 dream granted, what would it be?
To have every dream granted. (Copyright from Gloria's answer XD)

17. What do you think is most important in your life?
Family and friendship, and a perfect life partner? LoL!

18. At what age do you wish to marry?
No comment...

19. What do you want as your Christmas present?
No idea...a life partner? Nah~ Bleesings will be the best of all!

20. List all your favourite online games:
(i) Dota
(ii) Maple Story
(iii) FlyForFun
(iv) GunBound
(v)Counter Strike
(vi) StarCraft

I tag:
(i). My sister, I mean biological 1 >.<"
(ii). Chua Soon Ho
(iii). Yew Ding
(iv). Priscilla Tan
(v). Gloria mei (again XD Hope it counts?)
(vi). Sheng Han
(vii). Billy Chin
(viii). To anyone who is reading this post

PostScript(P/s): This post is not that perfect as the colorings, font, bullets are copy-paste based.

My new sound system!

2007-12-03T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. My area here was flooded by the PC Fair organized by the Sarawak KCBA. The date of this ‘auspicious’ event (just joking) is from Friday till Sunday. I weren’t able to go on Friday as I’m having my additional mathematics tuition, so I ended up going on the Saturday, which is on the 1st December. Nice date too huh? It was 12.30pm when I reached there with my mum. It was after our Leo activity then (FYI, visit Soon Ho’s blog for further information about this activity at http://jackiechua.blogspot.com/). Well, as always the parking lot is packed with cars, jammed all the way up the Medan Pelita.

When I entered first entered the event hall, the first thing that came to my mind was “What the hell! So darn Cold!) It was raining cats and dogs that time, and thus making the jam even worse, chain reaction! Haha! Kuching has been ‘suffering’ from torrential, continual rain since Friday, non-stop downpour through the day. At least now when I’m typing this blog the rain had already stopped. But there’s no doubt it’s gonna rain again sooner or later. It was freezing when I entered the entrance. It was damn crowded with people, all you could see was only the visitors attire and nothing else, we even have to squeeze through the pathways in order to proceed to the next booth, so guys you could imagine how packed is it in there. It’s lucky too actually because it’s not during the drought session. If so, I think I’ll melt in there >.<”

There are a wide variety of computer stuffs in that fair. Accessories, brand new laptops, electronic devices and gadgets, just mention the name and you’ll have it (but of cos’ you have to pay). Something caught my attention so much that I could not even step out of that booth, or should I say held spellbound to see a brand new HP tablet pc.It’s screen can rotate 360 degrees, with complete and full specs. 160GB of hard disk, 1GB RAM etc. Man, my hand itched to have that within my grasp, but, oh well, dream on~

We stood at the booth examining the specs, features and even tried out the tablet PC. It’s like a PDA, just that it is in a larger size when the screen is placed flat, face out from the keyboard. And there’s a digital pencil for you to browse the screen, which is like a touch screen PC. And the price, heh, RM2999! Cheaper than Sony VAIO laptop and other brands. But but but, guess what, my sister’s friend BOUGHT that laptop instead of me. Owh Man! No fair! Haha! I actually spent 15 minutes in that booth and finally I made my move to other booths. We walked the whole event hall with our hands and held tight, squeeze through the crowds, and finally we made our way to the booth where woofers, external speakers and sound system are sold. Well, my main goal stepping in to this PC Fair is to buy a sound system for my laptop, which has a very VERY poor sound effect. We surveyed a few woofers and picked a nice, reasonable and user-friendly sound system. After that, we headed home and waited for my sister to come pick me from her interview to ‘officially’ buy the sounds. Now you’ll be asking why not buy on the spot instead of going for a second trip? The answer to that question is ‘Please ask my mother’ Haha!

Alright, now the second trip, it was about 8pm then, my sister and his friend drove to a nearby bank and withdrew thousands of cash, I guess you all know what he’s gonna buy right? Yeap, the tablet PC! Then, we headed down again to Medan Pelita, got ourselves a parking lot, disembarked and ventured to the crowded venue. There, I met quite many of my friends unlike in the afternoon. After walking a few rounds, the three of us went to buy my woofer 1st, which cost Rm157 with a 1 year warranty and a free headphone.

My new woofer and sound system. The devices on top are my modem and wireless adapter.

Then, we proceeded to the booth where the tablet pc was sold. We took a around half hour there just for the sake of waiting for the programmed to be installed. Sheesh~ My sister’s friend get to sit down whilst me and my sister have to stand at one side. Man, they’re really hostile to non-buyers of their product huh? It was around 9.45 at that time then the programmed were successfully installed and we exited the hall as it was about to close. Ok, you may think we headed back home and enjoyed our day. NO! That was only the beginning, or maybe half. Leaving the venue is another obstacle. It was closing time and all the workers and visitors were about to leave. Now you see, one car going down the car park to pay for the parking fee is fine, but what if there’s a whole 140 cars lining up just to pay the parking fee? We were stuck at the parking lot for at least 1 hour, cutting in lines, taking no-entry routes and of cos, honking one another! I guess that’s the only time where you can violate the law without being caught or blacklisted by the police! Oh yeah! It was almost 11 when we finally able to reach home. I fixed the woofer and tested out the sounds! Whoa, a complete difference in the songs played through my laptop. It’s worth it though.

So that’s about it guys. Until next time, tata~
Over and Out
CheeErZz!

Law Exam! Passed!

2007-11-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

Finally, the long awaited exam finally ended. This law exam has been postponed from Sunday to today, the 27th of November 2007. Man, last night I burn the midnight oil, trying to complete the 500 questions, and I managed to do so. Lucky me. FYI, this law test is not to become a lawyer, but it’s the first stage to be driving on the road.

I woke up around 7.30am today, take a quick bite and drank mushroom cheese soup. I was kinda nervous at that time because a lot of my senior friends failed in this law exam. I kept wondering whether I would pass the exam or not….

After getting prepared, my father took me to the venue where the test is being conducted. I waited for about 10 minutes and one of my friends came with her mother. We had a drink in the coffee shop downstairs while waiting for the other 2 to arrive. I had a hunch that time that I couldn’t pass the exam. But still, it was about time to face reality. When the driving tutor arrived, we head up to the exam hall and started registering ourselves. It’s not registering via papers, but using computer. We have to scan our thumbprints (like the ones in CSI) for acknowledgement and admittance to the exam hall. Just imagine, how far Malaysia has come to use such advance technology.

We took some trouble with the thumbprint because there’s a little malfunction (I guess) with the scanner. 3 of my friends have problems scanning their thumbprints but as for me, the first try was already a success. The people in charged ordered me to enter the hall and use the 1st computer. When I entered the hall (it’s a room actually), I was a little uneasy. But then, when I sat down and started typing in my IC number, I was suddenly overwhelmed by confidence. Weird huh? There are 2 parts of the exam, the first was the color blind test. Well guys, you’ve heard it, color blind test. If you happen to be color blind, I’m sorry to tell that you can’t drive! Haha! It’s easy for the color blind test and I scored the maximum marks. Then next, to the actual law exam. 50 questions in total and the minimum passing mark is to get AT LEAST 42 questions right and above. Or else, *hiak hiak*, you’ll fail and need to re-sit for the test. It’s not cheap to re-sit though, worth RM30 (oh well, there goes for the 1 month reload).

Question 1 to question 30 was easy, or maybe because the questions asked is exactly in the 500 questions that I’ve done last night. It’s more about road signs, which is common sense to me. But after question 35, it is not as easy as expected. Time is ticking and there’s no time to spare, I just shoot some of the questions that I really couldn’t answer and hope that it’s the right one. The nervousness began to arouse even more at the last 10 questions where questions asked is about the actually law, what akta-akta and demerit marks yada yada yada~ (Now that’s really a pain in the neck). Finally, I completed the 50 question and hesitated on clicking on the ‘keputusan’ icon because I was afraid that I would fail. In the end, It takes up much courage for me to click that damn a single icon (what the heck? LoL).

And the results is (drums rolling)
1/50? Nah, I scored 48/50. 2 mistakes in total. It’s simply unbelievable and I couldn’t believe my eyes. But that’s the fact. I’ve passed! My effort didn’t go to waste after all. After getting the result slip, I handed over to the driving tutor and I could finally breathe at ease! After a long chat with the tutor while waiting for my friend’s car to arrive, me and my friend Chua Soon Ho headed towards our tutors ‘Kancil Zai’ and the tutor drove us back home. He is a kind and sociable person, can talk in many languages and understands the life of a teenager. We actually talked about teenage issues and latest news. Cool huh? To me, all those criteria that he instilled into himself, made him a famous driving tutor.

So guys, good luck to ya’ll if you are having your law exam soon. Till next time!
Over and Out
CheErZ!

Badminton Training

2007-11-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hello again! I'm supposed to blog about this 2 days ago, but unfortunately I don't have the time to do so. And since I’m damn bored now, might as well do myself a favor and start blogging about activities for your view.

So, last Sunday, the 25th of November, I went for badminton training for the first time this year, apart from when I was form 1. It's been quite a long time since I've attended badminton training, which was 3 years ago, like i said, when i was in form 1. The venue is Stapok, somewhere near Batu Kawah. If any one of you who doesn't know where it is and YET you live in Kuching, you might as well make an appointment with a counselor so you won't commit suicide.

2pm sharp I reached the Stapok Indoor Badminton complex. Waited for my friends for about 10 minutes and entered the complex. My friend, Kelvin Lee, who was the leader(basically not the leader, it's just cos' he has been train before by the coach) approached the coach, named Arrifin(I hope i spelt it correctly) and started talking business, the heck, wait, not business, just some discussion about our purpose going to him for training (Duh~).

Arrifin is a 60 years old (WHAT? 60 years old? Yeap you got it right, 60 years old) coach who teaches badminton very well. Many of my friends who have been under his jurisdiction turn out to be Pros in badminton, including the 'leader'. Alright, 2.30pm we officially started our training. We do some warm-ups by stroking and continued with some major foot works. Not to say major, just some basic movements to catch a ball when it's about to drop to the right. Then, a 1 to 1 stroke with the coach and his assistant (man, they are invincible >.<") that will be tiring part because it takes up a lot of energy to return the smashes and drop-shots by the coaches. But it's quite fun though~

After that, we have a 1-1 stroke with the normal trainees. Well, basically we are the new ones but our skills are off better than the existing trainees, but I’m far off weaker compared to my friends who came along for the training together. That was about 3.30pm if I’m not mistaken. Training lessons were off that time. We just continued with our strokes to kill time. Not bad though, 1st day was a relief as I thought it would be harder than I expected. I have this perception is because when i was in form 1, I attended badminton training before and the 1st day of training left me half-conscious. The intense training, footwork and pressure by the coach is great enough to demoralized you, and you'll suffer tremendous aches especially at the joints and muscles as well. Well, thank god this time isn’t that bad, maybe because friends are there, or the coach is just being lenient to us newbies? (Hope not).

So that wraps most of it. Till next time.
Over and Out
CheerRZ!

Leyna Charity Ballet Concert 2007

2007-11-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Wassup guys. It’s been quite a while since I blogged in, was tied with with activities over the past few days and I couldn’t spare sometime to blog about it.

Alright, the 1st activity is Leyna Charity Ballet Concert 2007. This event is large-scaled, and I really mean it by LARGE. Even YB Tan Sri Dato George Chan is the guest of honor for the 1st nite. This project is divided into 2 shifts. The first shift is on the 23rd of November (Friday) and the second shift on the following day. The organizer is the one and only Ley Na, a renowned ballet teacher in Kuching. She is talented in ballet till the extend that she owns a whole troupe of ballerinas and she has 3 prima ballerinas, very expert. Even the younger ones come to her for ballet lessons, amazing. She’s one of the members of our sponsoring club, Lions Club of Kuching Ixora. So, it’s our duty to assist her.

This project is held at Batu Lintang Teacher’s College (BLTC) which is the largest auditorium (or maybe the second largest, but clean and equipped with up-to-date facilities) in Kuching. We Leos are in charged of ushering, reception, collecting donations and for the boys, what else, carry the probes! The aim of this major project by Ley Na is to raise funds, and I’m saying a few Thousands for the SSPCA, the AIDS and HIV Society.

So, in this post I won’t be enclosing pictures as they are still in the zip file and it takes time to unzip it, and I also have many activities to post later. In this case, if you want to know more about the ballet, kindly visit Chua Soon Ho’s blog at http://jackiechua.blogspot.com/. In his blog, he added in photos of that night with some funny and cool captions. Feel free to visit his blog for more detailed information.

That’s about it.
Over and Out
CheeRZ!

ITS Graduation Day

2007-11-19T11:20:00.000+08:00

Well folks, I just came back from my International Tuition School (ITS) Graduation day. The highest standard is secondary 4, and this year, majority of my friends managed to graduate. Congratulations to them and of cos', to me. Haha! Today, I woke up at 12.15pm, probably too tired after playing too much dota last night. I took a quick bite and get myself dressed for the graduation day. The details of the ceremony are as below:

Time: 2pm till 5pm.
Venue: Kuching Park Hotel
Dresscode: Semi-formal (but I still see people coming in with coats and jeans @.@)

At 1.25pm, I was already on my way there. Lucky for me, there was no traffic congestion, if not, heh, I won't make it in time. When I reached at the venue, I was shocked to see my uncle there, waiting for passengers. He's a taxi driver, so it's normal to see him around hotels picking up guest, no? After having a few words with him, I proceeded to the 1st floor. The place where the ceremony was held is called the Lotus ballroom (if I’m not mistaken), it's miserably small and it could only fit maximum 20 tables. Oh well, I guess ITS is cutting cost eh? XD

The ceremony started according the schedule, 2pm sharp. The 1st agenda is a speech presented by Sandra Ling, the founder/director and head principal of ITS(I never know one could hold that many positions in an organization?) Her speech lasted for at least 15 minutes, a boring one I could say. And even worse, the PA sucks! The sound is not loud enough, voice projection not clear too, how'd you expect me to keep still and listen? So, I ended up talking and mingling around with friends instead. At around half past two, it's time for the ceremony. Our names are called 1 by 1 to go up on stage and receive the certificates. ( It's just a normal piece of papers with letters and names printed on it, being sarcastic here XD) Now here's something interesting. When it was my teacher's turn (Mrs. Jennifer Petruce a.k.a The Drama Queen, probably the best english teacher even taught me) to go up and distribute the certificates, our class members, err, lemme rephrase that, ALL who are present gave their loudest clap ever, unlike the other teachers or even the principal didn't receive such applause before *grins* Shhh, don't mention this out, or else i'll be slaughtered! Haha! The presentation of The Best Student Award followed by. (And the award goes toooo~ yada yada yada, I don't know her name, my bad XD) And guess what, the time coordinated for the presentation of award is 2.50pm, AND the real thing started at 2.50pm, sharp, not even a second less or more(in a metaphoric way).

Sooner after that, the emcees invited the coordinator to give a speech, but thank god it's a short one. The whole ceremony ended with the photo talking of each class along with teachers and the higher-ups.

*Group photo of our class, the Sec 4J hour*

After the formal functions are over, we all head down to the coffee house and have our high tea. Well, all I could say that our class has the most boys, and ya'll know, boys can really eat right? Tommy, one of our top eaters during the High Tea, started his move, we followed behind. We took plates and plates of sandwiches, fried beehon and curry chicken. Even before we started eating, our table is already full of foods. Just within 10 minutes, all the sumptuous foods disappeared. (Guys, you could imagine how hungry we are XD) Whenever there's a refill, we are always the first one to be at the spot to grab some more of em'. After having our meal, we took pictures with friends and our very beloved teacher.

*My hungry friends*

See all the plates on the table? Well, it's our piece of art XD The guy in white and orange are 'The Best Eater of the day' Haha! They really eat as though they had never see food before, uncivilized in another word. But what to do, the food is there and it's free, no one could resist that temptation. I remembered a phrase that they said "I've been studying for ITS for the past 7 years, ITS earned a lot of money, now it's time for revenge!" I laughed my head off when I heard them said that. But basically what they said is true, that I agree. To me, that very moment seem to be our very last time we eat, play and interact with each other, although we live in Kuching or even in the same school. When the food stopped refilling, we started monopolizing the drinks! I bet the waiter was cursing us for drinking that much. Haha! We then took pictures with friends and our teacher.

* My Sec 4 teacher, Mrs. Jennifer Petruce in green*

That was about 3.45pm and the crowd began to disperse. We took our initiatives by taking down each others' phone number for contact purposes and bid

farewell. It's sad to see my friends, one by one stepping out of the hotel's entrance heading towardstheir transport. Oh well, happy moments has it's ending too huh? *sigh*

That's all folks, I'll write up till here. More to come soon!
-Over and Out-
CheerZ!

Charity Sales

2007-11-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

The time now is 1.50am and I've got nothing to do but to blog about one of my Leo Club's activity, the charity sales at Lions Nursing Home, Kuching on the 11th November 2007 (sunday) But before that, I'm sure some people doesn't know much about my school's Leo Club.

Well, here's the details of it :

Sponsoring Club : Lions Club of Kuching Ixora
Leo Advisor : Lion Cynthia, Lion Yeo Kim Teck, Lion Molly, Lion Clara

Faculty Advisor : Our beloved Pn. Dora and Pn. Jaya

Fiscal Year 2004/2005
Chartered President : Our respectable Leo Kho Yap Leong
Chartered Vice President : Leo Michelle Lim
Chartered Secretary : Leo Kho Yap Pin
Chartered Treasurer : Leo Alice Khoo
Chartered Director : Leo Arscica, Leo Chua Soon Ping, Leo Geraldine, Leo Kho Kia Sin, Leo Matthias, Leo Tan Shao Wee

Fiscal Year 2005/2006
President : Leo Chua Soon Ho
Vice President : Leo Gary Chee
Secretary : Leo Kelvin Chong
Treasurer : Leo Jasmine Eva
Tail Twister : Leo Bryan Chang
Directors : Leo Sharon Chai , Leo Desmond Lim, Leo Joseph Chin, Leo Ngan Chiew Jin , Leo Kong Wui Siong, Leo Kua Teck Ang , Leo Bryan Lim

Fiscal Year 2006/2007
President : Leo Kelvin Chong
Vice President : Leo Desmond Lim
Secretary : Leo Chai Chiau Hung
Vice Secretary : :Leo Kua Teck Ang
Treasurer : Leo Sharon Chai Hui Yin
Vice Treasurer : Leo Keryn Pue
Directors : Leo Ang Hui Shan, Leo Jong Mey Sien, Leo Ling Nie Wee, Leo Ling Sie How, Leo Kong Wui Siong, Leo Jeffrey Wong Lin Bin, Leo Sze Ching
Tail-Twister : Leo Bryan Lim

Fiscal Year 2007/2008
President : Leo Chai Chiau Hung
Vice President : Leo Kong Wui Siong
Secretary : Leo Amy Ting Li
Vice Secretary : :Leo Carmen Chan
Treasurer : Leo Jong Mey sien
Vice Treasurer : Leo Kua Teck Ang
Directors : Leo Chin Lip Kee, Leo Ong Jun Kiat, Leo Esther Ng, Leo Francis Chin, Leo Tiong Ing Thian, Leo Julius Kho, Leo Killian Lau, Leo Bryan Lim, Leo Tan Shao Qian
Tail-Twister : IPP Leo Kelvin Chong

Awards : Merit Club Award by Chartered President Yap Leong FY 04/05, Outstanding Club Award by Past President Soon Ho FY 05/06 and Excellence Club Award by Immediate Past President Kelvin Chong FY 06/07.

The sales was held at the Lions Nursing Home, which is located around Stutong Baru right after the BDC housing estates. The Guess of Honor is Datin Leila, our very own Chief Minister's spouse. The sales was held to raise fund for the Home in order to purchase equipments and of cos' to solicit as much money as possible to aid the old folks in the home. So, as Leos, we helped out in selling foods to raise funds. There were 12 of us from our school's Leo Club participated in this activity. Half of the members assisted our Sponsoring Lions Club whereas the other half were busy doing business. That day, I woke up at around 7am and get myself geared up for the event. I quickly grabbed my bag, a bottle of water, a pen and of cos' my vest. The vest of a Leo Club varies, and it's the only way the recognize a Leo by his vest and which Leo Club he/she belongs to.

My Leo Vest

That morning was a bit of a hassle, we went there quite early and we already started selling most of the foods. If I'm not mistaken, the Fried Chicken Nasi Lemak was the first to go, followed by the Steamed Chicken Rice. All of em' are my favorites too. About an hour later, almost half of all the foods sold are gone, mainly bought by our own Leos XD The food is simply tempting, no joking~ Although it's expensive as it's main objective is to raise funds, but it's worth every single penny! Owh how I wish I could have them now for supper. Haha! We managed to sell every single packet within one and a half hours, unbelievable eh? And guess what, we manage to raise RM250++ just within 2 hours in total. Job well done Leos! After 2 hours of selling, our Leos can finally breathe at ease. And we started loitering around, providing help whenever they are needed. Some bought ice-creams and drinks to kill off the thirst, some bought foods to fill up their empty tanks after 2 hours of hard work. We really had a great time there despite the fatigue.

This year's sell is more unique in the sense that there's Karaoke competition, and Digi promotion.(Does that mean the Yellow Men are there?) Yes, you bet they're there alright! They are 2 Digi promoters cosplaying as The Yellow Men in those Digi Advertisement. They go around fooling with people, taking pictures and acting strangely just to arouse the crowd's attention. There's 1 time where my friend was calling for his transport, and the Yellow Man followed him behind, stood beside him and imitated my friend's every single move like holding the phone and pointing here and there while talking. All of us laughed our heads off, seriously, he's one hell of a good cosplayer I've seen around. I even took photos with one of them, they really look the same as in the advertisements(I will follow you~), just that their faces aren't that yellow >.<" LoL!

A photo of me with the Yellow Men from Digi

It's indeed a tiring day, but we gained lots of experience and had lots and lots of fun, especially with the Yellow Mens, i must agree that their mimics are simply the best i ever seen before, I wonder how they could stand being stuffed in that yellow suit =.=? Anyways, that day was superb. We met new Leos, befriended new friends and of cos' served the community with the best of our abilities!

Hip Hip, Hooray~!

That's all guys, till next time, tata~!

-Over and Out-

CheerZ!

Ernest's birthday PartYyy

2007-11-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

Since 1 of my friend said that i should write more about my life instead of writing like a critic, so let me add in some spice to my blog then. Finally, about my life, well? Today, I’ve attended 1 of my friend's birthday party. It's great although there were only 10 of us, including the birthday boy himself. But poor Ernest received only 6 presents if I’m not mistaken, but i'm sure he had one hell of a time.

I arrived there at 7.15pm, and I’m counted late. Reason, I played too much DOTA till i forgotten the time. If i'm not mistaken, i finished dota at 6.45pm and ended up rushing the hell out of me just to take bath and get dressed into a decent attire. When i was in my car and just about to depart, guess what happened? I nearly forgotten to bring along his present. At that split second, once again, rushed out of da car just to get the darn present. If not, Ernest will only have a miserable 5 presents....

Oh yea, his house is quite hard to find, or maybe I’m suffering from night blindness, nearly got lost on the way. But thank god i reached there in time. At that time i was the latest, as anticipated, well, cos' of playing too much Dota? Haha! Once i stepped down of the car, the dog greeted me with a 'friendly' welcome, or should i say barking instead =.= When i entered, everyone was enjoying themselves with the TV, a plasma home theatre set. I was amazed to see 80% of the people present are GIRLS, only me and poor Ing Thian are the only boys around, opps, and of cos' the birthday boy himself, my bad. We started of taking pictures together with his birthday cake, specially made birthday cake which resembles a goats' face, which is relevant to our Zodiac sign, the goat. We arranged the candles around the innocent face and another candle on the nose of the goat, Ouch! But, it looks cute though~

After taking photos as remembrance, it's time to sing the ' Happy birthday song ' (lame to me but, oh well, it's tradition, no?)

* The crowd sings*
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Ernest,
Happy birthday to you~

And there goes the cake-cutting ceremony. I was gasping for air at that time cos' it's so DAMN hot. Finally, the air cond is up and running and i finally could breatheee~ Erm, ignore that, just adding some personal touch in it >.<" After everyone filled up their empty tanks, it's gaming time. As always, 2 groups are formed and we started playing some odd games which thy birthday boy came up with. The first 1 is more like a tongue-twister. Everyone sat in a circle and started shouting the dates in the week. It's not that simple though, the days are to be shouted in 3 different type of language, namely English, Bahasa Melayu and Chinese. Those who failed to continue the pace will be punished, by drinking mild SARSI drink. Doesn't taste that bad either, still edible. For instance, I start by shouting Monday and the person sitting beside me is supposed to carry on the pace by shouting Selasa and the following person must shout Wednesday(in Chinese), and it goes on and on. And well, our team somehow won, not bad eh? The next game is more of a hybrid of the ideas came up by Ernest and the games played on in those entertainment programmes on TV. Both teams ought to send a representative and play rock paper scissors. The person who won is eligible to taunt the loser in anyway he wanted to. And guess what, we won again! That's about the games we played.

It was a quarter past nine and it's happy hour. Some played the piano, some just loiter, some even started talking on the phone and sms. At that time, more and more people began to disperse. The 'unbearable' noise and shouting as though dissipates into the skies in an instance, and thus i took the initiative to bid the birthday boy goodbye as i walk out of the entrance heading towards Ing Thian's car. It was a indeed great night, a memorable one I could say...

That wraps up most of it, till next time.
-Over and Out-
Cheerz!

Competitions...

2007-11-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

What makes people move forward, venture even deeper into the unknown? Competition? A lot of my friends who do well in studies often told me that competition is often the one making them strive to get good results. No competition means no 'kick' to study even harder. But what makes them think like that? Is it by competing they will feel much happier if they won. But what if they lost that competition? It's funny how people torment themselves to be the best in life, to be the most outstanding and thus hurting them in the process. If they lost, they will be deeply depressed about it, or anguish in other words.

Sometimes, human compete with each other to impress their bosses, hoping to have lucrative jobs. Even attending job interviews, those who are applying for the jobs will have to compete with one another so that they can have the spot in that firm. A very simple example is the renowned reality TV show ' The Apprentice '. Although we fight to earn a living but does it have to be that extreme till the extend of criticizing, mocking and demoralized our friends, not to mention best friends? It's happening now and then where cases of squabbles among friends especially in career. One of them lost to another 1, making them not satisfied thus this cat and mouse fight happened. The fact is, competing against each other is just another way of promoting hatred. In every competition, there is always a winner and a loser. The unlucky one earned the title of a loser while the other walk away with fame and pride and also recognition from his/her boss hence getting a better claim. What does the loser get? NOTHING, nothing but shame and jealousy. This is where criticism and conspiracy comes in, where the loser will be bombarding all sorts of worthless claims about the winner. Before that, let's give it a serious thought, if he/she does not involve in such situations, will all of this be happening to him?

Not only among friends, but among nations too. Take for example, X country wants to compete with Y country but failed in the process, and thus cold war happens, or even worse, war. The main cause for making them compete is to show who is the greatest among all, and for them, losing is not an option for them at all. So, let's just imagine what would the world be if it's just one small competition caused the world to meet it's doom? Wouldn't it be better if they did not compete at the first place and focus more on how to remedy their weaker spots? Some people thinks that they are flawless, thus organizing competitions to show how great they are, but to me, it's just a one day of fame and glory. What if he lost to a newbie the next time? Trust me, the shame will be double of what he get from being too egoistic about himself. For instance, Taufik Hidayat, a famous Indonesian badminton player lost to an Indian newbie, Anup. But lucky for him, he is still a respectable one.

Competition is like putting our pride on the line, if we lost, and that's it. And if we won, well, congratulations. For me, receding from a competition is better, although we are marked 'chicken-wuss' for not participating in that competition, at least we still can maintain our pride and of cos' respect as well. Many people have different perceptions about competitions, but this is what made me up till now. The utmost important thing to make sure we are flawless and strong is to get rid of our weakness and not showing only our strongest part in life~

That's all,
-Over and Out-

Confusing English

2007-11-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it FED UP?
2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?
3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil comes from?
4. If people in Poland are called Poles, why aren’t people from Holland called Holes?
5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?
7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific means to make terrible?
8. Why is it called a building when it is already built?
9. If you’re not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?
10. If a book of failures doesn’t sell, is it a success?
11. If you take an oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?
12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat? Human?
13. If a person’s hobby is to draw, what will he be when he grows up? A drawer?

Funny, ain't it guys? XD

Jealousy

2007-11-06T13:56:00.000+08:00

This will be my first official post for my blog. Been quite awhile since i blogged in. So, today's topic is related to human psychology - Jealousy. What is jealousy? It's simple; it's an uncomfortable feeling that bugs one over someone's achievements which, he/she is unable to achieve. The cause of such feelings is still unknown till now. But to really portray a clear picture of jealousy, just ask ourselves, recall the times where we feel dejected and cast aside or intimidated due to other people's achievements. Be it in career or love life, jealousy implies.

      For example, a workaholic who works 24 hours a day round the clock only receive a mere recognition from his or her boss whilst another person who does less job and enjoy all day long got all the credits despite his or her hard work. Of course, the feeling of envy and jealous will surely be in the mind of the workaholic. It's funny how human develops and cultivates such feeling even that is still unknown to us. Let's head back to the old 1980s where life weren't that complicated and tormenting. People at that time lived and led a happy life, stress-free and jealousy never comes across their minds at all. They built up strong rapport among the communities and help out one another where there is in need of man power. As compared to now, life is like a cat and mouse race, where career and glory seems to be the jiest of life in every eye of mankind. Just imagine, just cause of career, people tend to fight for their lives for it, often leads to friendship breakdown and of course, cold war among colleagues. In turn, people despise one another, thinking that whatever their friends do comes with a motive to turn them down from their work. Maybe it's due to the burden that the labor have to carry, the necessity to earn money to cover up for their daily expenses, feeding those hungry mouths at home and etc. SO i could say that jealousy is normal.

      Let's think rasionally, does being in a jealousy solve anything? It only leads to more hatred and if this persists, well, carnage? Maybe what I’m saying now contradicts what i have mentioned just now, but if you put your mind and ponder in another angle, jealousy too has a good side of it. Some people treats jealousy as though a challenge to change for the better, cravin’ to be the best, one tend to fight and venture even more deeper, grabbing every single details and information they could acquire to be the best, gain recognition and respect among others. In their point of view, jealousy is like a force boon for them to persevere, and to win. Their failure will be their first and the last, and this makes them strive to the end, to emerge victorious in a race. Come to think of it, it's funny that human is able to nurture this kind of thoughts and feelings into their system. Is it because people in the olden days often vie against one another? What i know that competition during the old times is mainly about proving that one is able to be the chief of a tribe. Even this 'sick' tradition applies to animals. So does that mean that we are more or less like animals too? And of course, jealousy is followed by killing. Some people who could not accept the fact they lost will be driven to murder. People often think that murder is due to hatred, but from my perception, jealousy is the cause of all those brutal killings. But the fact is still the fact; jealousy is part and parcel of our life. Don't tell me that there is no one who do not feel jealous, not even the slightest matter in life, that is a squabble among siblings, which the other sibling got something new and he/she doesn't have it? If that person does not get jealous, then Icould say that he/she is one in a million, or in short, they're non-homosapiens XD

      It's more like a chain reaction in life, jealous -> hatred -> malice -> killing spree. Until now, there is no remedy for jealousy. What people always do to distract that feeling is by singing, watching TV, eating, praying and gulping alcohols. If you say that it's the only cure for jealousy, then I would fully advocate to that statement. Jealousy is just a feeling, a phenomenon which we could never eradicate, like a parasite living in us. We cannot do anything to cure it, but just to abide to its will. The only thing we can do is to control those feelings, so that it will not evolve into hatred, thus life won't be that chaotic~

That's all for today's topic~ Stay tuned for more XD
-Over and Out-

Introduction

2007-10-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone. Welcome to my blog. Before I proceed, I would like to thank my dear sister for helping me to manage and beautify my blog's banner and background. Cool isn't it? Well, blog is her forte, as she's good at multimedia and stuff.

Anyways, straight to the point. This blog is mainly like a forum to me, free for all to leave comments and to drop in their point of view if they wishes to do so. Let's head to the rules and regulation:-

1) No spaming of comments
2) No over offensive languages
3) Criticisms are allowed, but with boundaries of cause XD
4) No sensitive issues are to be debated in this blog, especially religion >.<

Alright, that's about all~ Peace everyone. More updates coming soon. So, sit back and relax we'll(i'll) be right back after this short break (quoted by my tuition teacher) XD

Phantasm Galore

Underlings!

I'm So Sorry Honey =(

Lonely Trip~

Happy Days~

Indulgence

Risking my life posting this x.x

The truth of Men~

My 18th birthday~

Tagged by Joanne Lim~

The Begining of The Finale =.=

9 hours and counting...

Happy Birthday my ViVi <3

Sacrifices - True Love

My memories......

Unlucky Day(s)!

Freed from the onslaught!

Emotion v.s Reality

Study-Mode Activitated

Tags! *starts banging head on table*

Happy 8th month anniversary ^.^

Being expressive or Over-expressive?

Weird tag~!

Exciting week?

More tags again~~

Lonely Mood

Tags! =.=

Taiwan~! (Finale)

Taiwan~! (Interlude)

Taiwan~! (Prelude)

All about Taiwan

Every 'Hi' is followed with a 'Bye'....

Why do tags even existed =.=(.....)

Warmth...

Sleepless Night~

Thank you dear ^^

Just for you...

I'm tagged, again.

Love...I will cherish it!

Youth Exchange Dinner~~

Japanese Youth Exchange students~

Songs to feed the soul~

Jokes~

Leo Forum 2008 Issue 2

Leo Forum 2008 Issue 1

Random Thoughts!

Tags >.<(.....)

Prefect Camp 2008

Bon Voyage~

Decisions..

Piece of mind - Love

Truth hurts~

Horoscopes

'Memorable' day >.<

1st day of SCHOOL!

Tags tags tags and others >.<

Leo Christmas cum New Year Party

'Welcoming Back' outing?

Reunion Party

Tags >.<

My new sound system!

Law Exam! Passed!

Badminton Training

Leyna Charity Ballet Concert 2007

ITS Graduation Day

Charity Sales

Ernest's birthday PartYyy

Competitions...

Confusing English

Jealousy

Introduction

Tags! starts banging head on table